Showing posts with label Baptism of Jesus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Baptism of Jesus. Show all posts

Sunday, August 28, 2022

8.28.22 "The Joy of Baptism," Westminster Presbyterian Church, Pasadena, CA

 Genesis 17.7-13; Acts 2.37-42, 16.29-34

[Theme music from “Waterworld”] …


Waterworld … the blue planet, a little blue pebble in the sky … 71% of our earth is water-covered … as for us, we’re a handful of dirt, and 60% water … the creation story begins with the primal waters over which the Spirit hovers … the four rivers that flow out of Eden … Moses and the people cross the Red Sea on their way to freedom … water from a wilderness rock … 40 years later, the Jordan to the Promised Land … centuries later, Jesus baptized in the Jordan River … Jesus, the living water of

God’s love … water transformed into wine at a wedding … the river of life flowing from the throne of God … the waters of birth … the waters of baptism, a cup of cold water … refreshment for a weary body, enough to wash away our sins … water-world … water, water, everywhere … water-world, indeed.


When we turn to the New Testament, baptism marks a new beginning, a new day, a new chapter in God’s long-term plan … be baptized … as Jesus was baptized … 


Jesus steps into the Jordan River … the very first thing he does before anything else … baptized by John … to be one with us, that we might be one with God.


As the early church took root in Palestine, people were baptized to mark a new beginning in their life …


When those early Christians were baptized, they asked about their children, If we’re baptized, what does that mean for our children? Do our children belong to God, too? Or do they have to wait until they’re adults to be baptized?


The Church put on its thinking cap and quickly realized - We have the answer … it’s right here in front of us, our spiritual DNA, the traditions of our faith, the ancient stories … Abraham and Sarah … Moses and the Prophets - the rite of circumcision … in Christ, transformed.


No longer just the male child, but now all the children … the whole household - those by birth, those who work there … no barriers, no boundaries, no restrictions of gender, age, race or status … the love of God for all the world, the world for the love of God … anticipating the great words of the Apostle Paul: There is no longer Jew or Greek, there is no longer slave or free, there is no longer male and female; for all of you are one in Christ Jesus. And if you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s offspring, heirs according to the promise.


God’s work begins long before any of us know anything about it … an adult may “come to faith,” but long before that adult knew anything about Christ, Christ is at work … God at work, first … it’s never about us … it’s never about our faith, our decision, as if we had anything to do with it … 


We were born not of our own decision or making. And we’re born anew of God’s purpose and power, not of our own decision or making. 


It’s always about God’s love, God’s faithfulness, God’s purpose and God’s goodness … God’s decision … God’s creation, God’s work for our sake, and for the sake of the world.


To God, and to God alone, the glory … Praise God from whom all blessings flow … praise him all creatures here below … praise him above ye heavenly host … praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.


Some years back, a church called me about a possible interim … in the interview, I was asked, “When did you accept Jesus Christ as your LORD and Savior?”


I replied, “I never did. Because Christ accepted me, and made himself to be my LORD and Savior. And I’ve known that all my life.”


Dear friends, I have but one testimony - it’s not about me, it’s all about God.


Jesus Christ, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, crucified, dead and buried

On the third day, he rose again from the dead and ascended into heaven, from thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.


Jesus Christ gives his life for us, for all of us … to confirm what God made clear to Abraham and Sarah - a covenant … a covenant to be our God, to be the God of our children, and our children’s children … a decision embedded in the heart of God … before the foundation of the world.


It’s been my joy to offer the water of baptism to countless families … and the joy of baptizing my own children … and baptizing my granddaughter … 


To celebrate the on-going work of God … upon the face of this earth, there will always be a people, a people who sing the songs of Zion, who know the light of Christ, and the great purposes of God … 


What a joy today, to celebrate baptism for Joseph Robert and Spencer Thomas … to celebrate with these children the joy of Christ … and even now, legions of angels attending unto their little souls, the on-going work of God … a work that began in the first moments of creation, a work that continues to this very day … I baptize you in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit … I baptize you, with water.


Water-world, indeed.


The gift, the glory, the joy of baptism.


Hallelujah and Amen!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

The Installation of the Rev. Paula Mann

Palms Westminster Presbyterian Church

"On the Road: Jerusalem to Jordan"

Mark 1:4-11

Goooooood Morning Palms Westminster …
An auspicious day …
A good day …
Time to celebrate …
Kick up our heels …
Give thanks and rejoice …

It’s always a great day when a church installs a new pastor … like opening a new book in a series of books by a good writer …
Like the Harry Potter series …
Or the Mitford series by Jan Karon …
Same author, same style …
But a whole new story …

God is still God, and God is still writing your history …
Same basic themes:
Love one another as I have loved you …
Forgive one another so that you can be forgiven …
Do unto others as you would have them do unto you …


And the same promises:
I am with always to the end of the age …
I will never leave you or forsake you …
Where two or three are gathered in my name, I am there!


But it’s a new book today …
A new story …
The Rev. Paula Mann … lately of the Mid-West … but now, having seen the light, a resident of Los Angeles, and soon-to-be, Palms Westminster pastor … in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer … through thick and thin … sick and sin … for the glory of God, and the wellbeing of the neighborhood …

I can’t think of a better story for the day, than the story of our LORD's baptism …
The beginning of his rabbinic ministry …
If a man wanted to be a rabbi, he trained, and trained hard … memorizing the Text … passing through a series a qualification steps, and all things being equal, at age 30, a man could be a rabbi …
Just like Joseph, who entered the service of Pharaoh at age 30 … it’s a good age … and Jesus was 30 when he went down to the Jordan, the southern stretches of Palestine, where John was proclaiming a message of renewal … get into this water, and God will wash you clean … start all over again; repent and get serious about your life with God … and if you do this, you will be forgiven.

So what’s the big deal?

Well, let’s do some work here …

There are some early rabbinic writings that expressly forbid ceremonial washings in the Jordan River … interesting … why?

By the time of Jesus and John, there was a place where it all happened … forgiveness available … and the place was Jerusalem – not Jordan … Jerusalem - with its temple, its priest and scribes, Pharisees and Sadducees … musicians and singers … folks who swept the floors and keep the oil lamps a-burning … thousands worked there … and tens of thousands of rams and bulls and goats and sheep and doves and sparrows – blood sprinkled on the alter, and your sins are no more – gone, vanished, never to heard from again!

Stop by the temple … buy your sacrifice … quickly dispatched with a swift knife or a twist of the neck … it’s blood sprinkled, its fatty parts burned, the smoke reaching all the way to heaven, and God is pleased with the aroma … sins forgiven … absolute and final … sins no more …

Jerusalem the Golden …

We can do it for you.
We’ve done it this way for a long time …
Tried and true …
If it works, don’t mess with it.
If it ain’t broken, don’t fix it.
Come one, come all …
Jerusalem is the place …
David’s Holy City …
A temple to knock your socks off …
A wonder of the ancient world …
The blood of a thousand bulls …
Ten thousand sheep …
Forgiveness …
New life …
Peace with God …
It’s right here, friends, right in Jerusalem!


Jerusalem - a powerful place …
And powerful places don’t like competition.

Herod doesn’t like the idea of a king born in Bethlehem … so he sends in the troops … kills every child two years and under …
Rome doesn’t like competition … you’ll be hoisted on a cross before you can say Judas Priest …
Power doesn’t like competition …
Jerusalem doesn’t like competition …
Jerusalem doesn’t like John …
And neither did Herod when John got a little uppity about sexual shenanigans in the royal court …
And you know what happened to John – he lost his head.
And you know what happened to Jesus – they crossed him out … just like that …

Power doesn’t like competition …

And John was competition.
John offered an alternative …
Jordan water …
Not Jerusalem with all its traditions …
Just Jordan … simple and clean …
Anyone … easy … step into the water …
Repent … that’s it … a new chapter in your life with God.

A voice crying in the wilderness …
Jesus heard the voice in Nazareth …
He makes the trek south …
By-passing Jerusalem … he’d go there later … but now, to start off, he goes to a simple place … he goes to Jordan.

Where’s your Jordan?
Where’s the new place you’ve been visiting lately?
The new idea?
The change of pace?
Something different?

Let’s face it; we’re all creatures of habit …
We settle in and we settle down …
We eat in the same restaurants, drive the same way to work, have lunch with the same people, read the same kind of books, watch the same kind of TV …

Do me a favor – turn to your neighbor, tell them what brand of toothpaste you use … and how long have you used it?
…. …. …. ….

Okay, anyone want to share?
Brand and time used?

Sure, we’re creatures of habit …
We sit in the same pew …
We sing the same hymns … 
We want our preachers to say pretty much the same thing …
We’re likely to repeat last year’s program … because last year’s program was a repeat of the year before, and the year before that … and it was pretty good then, and it’s pretty good now!
We do things like that …
We’re creatures of habit …
We live in Jerusalem …
Steady as she goes …
No surprises …
We’re comfortable with what we know …
And what we know is good … it really is!
Our home is Jerusalem … makes sense, and it works!

But Jesus bypasses Jerusalem …
He makes the trip down to the Jordan wilderness …
Down into a place most folks didn’t go …
A wild place … fierce heat and Santa Anna winds - rough gullies and deep canyons … lions and bears … the Dead Sea …
And a wild man …
Dressed in rough clothing …
Desert food … roasted locusts … hands sticky with honey …

Elijah … Elisha … Isaiah and Jeremiah … Micah and Obadiah … Daniel and Malachi …
The prophets of old …
Who spoke truth to power …
The kings didn’t like them …
The religious establishment didn’t trust them …
The power brokers despised them …
They were trouble-makers and disturbers of the peace …
They put a different twist on things …
When folks thought they knew what God was all about, the prophets said, “think again!”

Jesus went to Jordan to start his ministry.
He didn’t go to Jerusalem!

But when all is said and done, Jesus knows where it’s headed … headed to Jerusalem.
God’s paramount act of salvation would occur in that fabled city on a hill … not in Nazareth, not in Jordan, but in Jerusalem!

Jerusalem and Jordan belong together …
Like a fire and a fireplace …

A fireplace without a fire, may be lovely to look at, but nobody gets warm by a fireplace without a fire.
And fire, without a fireplace, is dangerous … might burn the whole house down …
Fire needs a fireplace … and a fireplace needs a fire.

Jerusalem and Jordan … they need each other …
But it’s an uneasy relationship …

Tradition on the one hand; innovation on the other …
The tried and the true … the new and the inventive.
Yesterday’s wisdom … today’s experiment.

The old hymns … and clap-your-hands praise music …
The church with pews and the church with folding chairs …
A church with bulletins … and a church with screens …
First Presbyterian Church downtown and a start-up church on a college campus …
Clergy in robes … and clergy in sport-shirts …
Jerusalem and Jordan.

We have both in our souls …
We live much of the time in Jerusalem … as we should … safe, predictable, dependable …
We get up when we should, shower and dress, get into the car and go to work.
How many times have we done that?
A thousand? ten thousand …?

We live in Jerusalem much of the time.

But who doesn’t have a day-dream?
An island in the Pacific …
Paris in the springtime …
Pack it all in and head for the hills … a place that exists in our imagination … to start all over again; adventure and risk – new people and places … and who knows what!

Jerusalem needs Jordan … to stay fresh and flexible.
We need Jordan …
We need to visit Jordan now and then.
Try a new brand of toothpaste … check out a new restaurant … think again about the way we do church!

Step down to Jordan now and then … get into the water.

Pay attention to the rare birds who actually live there … the Baptizers who stand outside the walls of the city … prophets who speak truth to power … folks who make us feel uneasy …

We need that …
Soccrates said, “The unexamined life isn’t worth living.”
I say to you: “A life unchallenged isn’t worth living.”
“A thought unchallenged isn’t worth thinking.”
“A faith unchallenged isn’t worth believing.”

When was the last time you were uneasy?
Challenged by a new idea …
A new way of doing things …
Years ago, a man said to me, “I’m too old to change.”
Balderdash …
Abraham and Sarah were over the hill and all washed up, and God called them to a new day.
Moses was ready to retire in the land of Midian, and God said, “Uh uh – you’re headed back Egypt way to set my people free.”
No, we’re never too old to change.
Maybe lazy … but not too old.
Maybe afraid … but not too old.
Never too old for the things of God!

So, here we are, Palms Westminster … the Rev. Paula Mann … the Presbytery of the Pacific … followers of Jesus our LORD …
An auspicious day …
A Jerusalem Day, for sure … decently and in order …
But a Jordan Day, too … fresh, new and unexpected …

Thank God for Jerusalem …
Thank God for Jordan …
Thank God for this day …
Thank God for Paula Mann …
Thank God for Palms Westminster …
Thank God for our Presbytery …
Thank God for all of it, and then some …
Thanks be to God!

Amen and Amen!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

God's Lamb - January 20, 2008

John 1:29-42

Can you see what I’m holding in my hand?

Yes, that’s right, a surgeon’s scalpel.

Not the most pleasant looking device, but an essential tool for health … as the expression puts it: we need to go under the knife now and then.

Some years ago, through routine testing, abnormal calcium levels in my blood were detected … further testing by an endocrinologist and a few sleepless nights, revealed a misbehaving parathyroid gland.

Solution: surgery!
It has to come out.
I had to have some knife time.

So, the early morning trip to the hospital … prep for surgery, onto a gurney … a couple of happy drugs later, I was ready … Donna gave me a kiss and I was wheeled down the hall to a bright room seriously cold.

The anesthesiologist put something into my intravenous, had me count backwards … ten … nine … eight … lights out.

Three and a half hours later, eyes open – bright lights again … cold … recovery room … a blood sample taken … the doc comes by – “Calcium levels back to normal, Tom, just like that.”

Thank God for the scalpel and the folks who know how to use them!

“Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.”

The scalpel of grace …

“The Word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing until it divides soul from spirit, joints from marrow; it is able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart” (Hebrews 4:12).

To take away the sin of the world!

What is sin?

Must be mighty important for the Son of God to be so utterly involved in its removal …

Must be something big … evidently we need lots of help on this one!

Nothing less than divine surgery … no one less than Jesus.

What’s sin?

Ever hear the term “original sin”?

The first one, the biggie … the source, the center … the one and only … original sin.

We associate “the big one” with the image of Eve plucking the fruit and Adam right with her.

But that’s not the “original sin.”

The “original sin” occurred prior to the fruit-picking … the “original sin” – believing a lie.

The Snake in the Grass suggested to Eve that she wasn’t quite up to snuff, suggested that God might have left a few things out of the equation, and further suggested that she misunderstood God’s plan … and it would be just fine to pluck the fruit – because the Tree offers what’s missing from your life.

She believed it … and so did Adam.

Though Eve is the principal actor here, the text is clear: it says pointedly, “Adam was with her” – cheering her on; “you go, girl!”

She believed the lie, and so did Adam – something is wrong with us, something is missing, and you can’t even count on God for it.

That’s the original sin … that’s original lie.

And if you know anything about lies, you know that once started, lies take on a life of their own … compounding themselves until a whole world has been created with lies …

But a lie is still a lie … without truth, without love, without hope and without peace … lies never work … though we often believe them with all our heart … because the first lies are always told to us … they come from people of the lie … parents who were lied to, teachers who were lied to, politicians and neighbors who were lied to, spouses and children who were lied to … the lies are passed on, and every permutation, they grow a little larger, a little stronger … until they have us in their grip.

Think of it …

You’re not up to snuff …
Something is wrong with you …
You’re not fit for the fight …
You’re a flub, you’re a flop, you’re a failure …
You’re a lousy Mom …
You’re a crummy Father …
You’re a terrible student …
You’re stupid, you’re dumb, you’re ugly …
You’re hair is all wrong …
You’re too fat … and too slow …
You’re clothes don’t fit …
Your teeth aren’t pretty …
Why can’t you look better?
Why do you have be so slow?
Why can’t cook better?
Why don’t you get better grades?
Why aren’t your prettier?
Why don’t you lose some weight?
I won’t love until you do!


Serious business!

“Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.”

To take away the original sin was the toughest thing God ever did …

Creation was a breeze … God said, “Let it be” and it was … but take away the original lie, to free the soul … that’s a horse of another color … it took everything God had, and then some.

Wherever Jesus went, whomever He met, He told them the truth … because “The truth sets us free.”

The first miracle – at the Wedding of Cana – ran out of wine they thought; and to the human eye, the jugs were empty – Jesus said, “No, you didn’t run out of wine. Let me show you.”

Jesus clears the Temple – here’s what a Temple should look like, here’s what a Temple should stand for … too many lies about power and prestige … too many lies about money and influence.

Nicodemus comes to Jesus and says, “This is too much for me. I’m too old. I’ve believed this all my life. I can’t change.”
Jesus says, “Not true. You CAN change; you can start all over again. Sort of like being born all over again. Not easy! But you can do it! Life is resilient. Nicodemus, you can do it!”

The Samaritan woman goes to the well at noon – in the heat of the day, when no one else is there, because she can’t stand the haughty glares and the whispered gossip – she’s tired of their self-righteousness, so she goes to the well alone.
Jesus meets her there … she’s trapped in lies: “There’s no hope for me. A good man will never love me. I’m stuck in a rut, and that’s where it’s going be for me. No way out.”
“Not true,” says Jesus.
“Let me help you.”

The son of a royal officer is ill and dying … and the man comes to Jesus, “Sir, help me before my son dies.”
“He will not die,” says Jesus.
The human eye can only see death. Jesus sees life.

At the pool of Siloam, a man crippled for 38 years … begging …
Jesus asks, “Do you wanna get well?”
“But there’s no one to help me get into the healing water. Every time I try, others push me outta the way, and by the time I get there, the water has stopped bubbling.”
Jesus probes, because Jesus knows that the man has accepted the lie – “There’s no hope for me, no way out – it’ll be this way forever.”
“No you won’t,” says Jesus.

At every turn, Jesus sees the possibility … hope for a new day … the door that no one else can see … because God not only opens doors for us, God creates doors where none previously existed.

“God gives life to the dead and calls into existence the things that do no exist” (Romans 4:17).

“Takes away” the sin of the world, says the text.

God doesn’t wait for us to come around; God goes after it, tackles it by Himself – God intrudes, breaks in, enters the human heart … like a thief in the night, a smash and grab ruffian … God TAKES away the sin of the world

No self-help here … no self-healing at this point … something radical is needed … surgery … the scalpel of grace, and a skilled surgeon.

The Lamb of God who TAKES away the sin of the world.

And it’s “sin” not sins, did you notice that? … singular, not plural.

God goes for the root cause, the beginning, the source, the origin.

And leaves much of the clean-up work to us … with the help of the Holy Spirit.

But the root cause is removed … the original lie undone.

The truth be told!

There is nothing wrong with you.
There is nothing defective in you.

You can handle it … you will make it through … you’re a gifted and capable human being … you already have what it takes …

The original lie has been dispelled in Christ … so we get on with the task of healing … the cause of the wound is removed, but the healing takes time … and we heal with one another … that’s why Christian fellowship is so important … we heal in the company of others.

And we become little Lambs of God for one another …

Every time we encourage someone.

Every time someone wants to give up and give in, we help them take a deep breath and stay the course, and if need be, start all over again – we’re a little Lamb of God who takes away the lie from someone else.

Now, suddenly, we can read self-help books with profit … therapists can really help here.

To build upon the work of Christ!

We don’t believe the lie anymore … well, maybe, just a little bit now and then, but the Spirit intervenes … “Not true” cries the Spirit when we’re discouraged and ready to give up.

You’re a terrific human being …
You have what it takes …
You can manage the challenge … you can climb the mountain, you can solve the case, you can ford the rushing river …

You’re not a victim; you’re a victor.
You’re not a loser; you’re a winner!

You have great reservoirs of love …
You have intelligence and good character …
You have faith, hope and love … even if it’s just the size of a mustard seed, it’s good enough to move mountains!

At the end of the text, Jesus gives Peter a nickname … from now on, you’ll be called Cephas, the Rock!

To all of us, Jesus gives a nickname:

You’re Tom Terrific and Wally Wonderful.
You Susie Stupendous and Marlene Marvelous.

You’re all Servants of the Most High God!

Remember that … that’s the truth!

Amen!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

My Son - January 13, 2007

A Texas preacher bought a horse, and trained it to respond to “Praise the LORD” meaning giddyup and “hallelujah” for whoa.
His friends were impressed.
Every time he said “praise the LORD,” the horse would take off running, and every time he’d say, “hallelujah,” the horse would stop.
Out riding one day, the horse was spooked and took off running full tilt toward a cliff … the preacher yelled out, “whoa, whoa,” but the horse didn’t respond; then he remembered he’d taught the horse something else, but couldn’t remember what it was.
He shouted: “Amen,” “glory,” “bless God,” and nothing happened, and finally, just as the horse reached the edge of the cliff, he shouted, “hallelujah,” and the horse came to a skidding halt.
He breathed a sigh of relief, wiped his brow and said, “Praise the LORD.”

Good morning and welcome to Covenant Presbyterian Church … Hallelujah and Praise the LORD … it’s a good day, God is here, we have the gift of life … and we’re baptized.

Today, we celebrate the baptism of our LORD Jesus …

Jesus steps into the water … Jesus stands with us … our life becomes His life, and His life flows into us!

The Father in heaven says with pride: My Son … my beloved Son … I’m well pleased.”

What does it mean to be baptized?

Let’s begin with John, because it’s his baptism that Jesus receives … John was surprised: “You should be baptizing me.”

Jesus stands in the Jordan with John - Jesus embraces John’s message, and sends a message to the world that John’s message is the right message … not the gospel according to Rome, nor the gospel according to Jerusalem, but the Gospel according to the fierce grace of God!

What does it mean to be baptized?

I’m reluctant to offer answers … because I’m tired of answers … I’m tired of religious talking heads who talk as if Jesus were a card-game buddy of theirs.
I’m weary of politicians who claim to have an inside edge with God, because they have faith, and not only do they have faith, but they have the right faith, the better faith, and the rest of us better get on board before it’s too late!

I love Jesus … He’s been my LORD and Savior all of my life … but I don’t own Jesus, I don’t have an inside edge with God … I don’t have any secret links to heaven … my faith doesn’t make me better than anyone else – I’m afraid of the all same things that frighten everyone … I have profound moments of doubt … I fail more often than I want to … things keep me awake sometimes, and like all the rest of humanity, I’m headed to the end of the trail, because the last time I checked, the mortality rate was still a hundred percent!

Yes, I love Jesus … He’s been my LORD and Savior all of my life … but I don’t own Him, and I have much to learn from Him … I’m still a work in progress.

So what does it mean to be baptized?

It’s a bit like loving one another …

Donna’s been trying to love me for forty-two years … what a trooper … she stays with it, and if Congress were ever to award medals for marital bravery, Donna’s name would be on top of the list.

Speaking of love … a group of children were asked their opinion about love … here’s what some of them said:

"Love is if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria. That means you're in love. Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

"You can break love, but it won't die."

For God so loved the world …

Love one another as I have loved you …

Love God with all your heart, soul, strength and mind … love your neighbor as yourself …

Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. (1 Corinthians 13)

What does it mean to be baptized, but to live in the love of God … a turbulent sea … fierce grace … “Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so,” but Jesus says, “Take up your cross and follow me” … “deny yourself and put God first” … “love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.”

I’m reading Thomas Merton’s autobiography, The Seven Story Mountain … after graduating from Columbia University, Merton was in turmoil, the kind of turmoil only God can cause – wrestling with angels and fighting with demons …

After his conversion to faith and then his entry into the Roman Catholic Church by baptism, Merton decides to become a priest.
He begins the process of entering the Franciscan order … because he believed he could keep their way of life with some ease, without a whole lot of sacrifice.
For some months, it was all sunshine and light … and no little vanity as he imagined his monastic name … Fr. John Spaniard …

Then a crisis of conscience: “I’m not cut out for this; I’m not what I appear to be” … and finally, a Franciscan counselor closes the door on Merton’s dreams, and all seems lost … Merton secures a job at St. Bonaventure’s, teaching English … he’s faithful in prayer and study, but as far he’s concerned, God closed the door to the priesthood.

The love of God at work …

I’m reading the book on which the film, There Will Be Blood, is based - Upton Sinclair’s Oil … the story of a father and his son … the father, an oilman, a self-made man who rose through the labor ranks to become a man of wealth and influence … and his son, nicknamed Bunny, a boy of considerable conscience.

The father sees the world as it is and can only say, “that’s the way it is.”

Bunny looks at the same world and asks, “Why can’t it be different?”

Set in the oil boom days of Southern California at the turn of the 19th century, it’s all about wealth and power, unions and fair wages … the conflict between capital and labor … an oil man growing old and a young boy coming of age.

Many accept the way things are, like the boy’s father … and a few dream of the way things could be, like the son.

They live with conscience stirred and shaken soul.

Is that not love at work?

Jesus reminds us that love is tough and gritty, love dreams of a world that could be better, must be better, and will be better.

Love is harsh sometimes with those it touches …

Saul flung into the dust of the Damascus Road … Peter in prison … our very own LORD tried in a kangaroo court and crucified.

Merton’s conscience stricken … abandoned, alone, without compass … as Jesus on the cross: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Yet Merton reaches a point where he surrenders … what will be will be, and it’s all right, because “It was in the hands of One Who loved me far better than I could ever love mself: and my heart was filled with peace” (p. 314).

Spiritual writers all allude to the same realities … love has a harsh edge to it, a seeming cruelty … a dark night of the soul … until the soul surrenders and lifts its vision beyond itself to the glory of God.

The clay on the potter’s wheel …

The marble shaped by a sculpture’s chisel …

The grain of wheat ground to flour …

The soul seared in the fires of God’s love …

To live the baptized life …

To stand with Jesus in the Jordan …

To welcome the prophetic message of John: do not accept the world as it is, but strive for the world as it should be.

Live the baptized life …

I visited the Holy Land in 1998, I wanted to renew my baptism, as many do when they visit Israel

I was baptized as an infant …

54 years later I wanted to step into the Jordan.

The southern reaches of the Jordan are off limits to tourists, and it’s in the south where Jesus was baptized … the wilderness, desert, barren mountains, sand and stone, hot and dry … where the Jordan runs shallow as it enters the Dead Sea.
The landscape of the north is very different; green hills and verdant valleys; the Jordan runs deeper and muddier, with steep, overgrown banks.

In the north, where the river leaves the Sea of Galilee, there’s tourist center, with a large parking lot for the buses … you can go there, buy a simple plasticized paper robe (remember to take along your swimming suit) step into a dressing room, then down a winding sidewalk to a pool cut into the banks of the Jordan.

The bus parked … we all got out and walked over to the tourist center … aisles of kitsch: religious trinkets, statuary of every sort … and out around the back, the walkway to the Jordan.
Some of my tour-mates bought the paper robe, stepped to the dressing room and then down to the Jordan.

I walked outside … and there in the pool below me, 25 Pentecostals from Korea.
Splashing around and shouting in the Spirit, making more noise then a fourth grade birthday party … for them, a remarkable moment, I’m sure … for me, anything but.

I felt a deep sense of revulsion … the kitsch, the muddy water, the shouting, the tourists.

It wasn’t my cup of tea …

What does it mean to live the baptized life?

From 1978 to 1990, I was pastor of the First Presbyterian Church in Sapulpa, Oklahoma, a suburb of Tulsa … I learned there of baptism renewal services for Presbyterians … giving folks a chance to renew their sense of baptism.

Roman Catholics remember their baptism with the sprinkling of Holy Water; every time a Roman Catholic enters a Roman Church, the first thing done is to dip a finger into small bowls of water affixed to the wall, making the sign of the cross on their forehead, reminding themselves, “I’m baptized.”

At the Abbey of Gethsemane, every evening at the end of mass, the monks and guests file forward to be sprinkled by the Abbot, to be reminded of their baptism … the last thing before bed: “I am baptized.”

Some things deserve to be remembered:

Every year, we remember our birthday; we throw a party, open gifts and sing “Happy Birthday” off key.
We remember our anniversaries … we do Thanksgiving every year … we mark time and remember who we are by such things.
A renewal of baptism is much the same … a time to remember where it began for us … a little Jordan River; a baptismal font … “in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.”

The church in Oklahoma did a renewal of baptism service every other year, and I’ve continued doing that for the last 25 years … giving folks a chance to remember …

In a few moments, we’ll do a renewal of baptism … we’ll step to the chancel, kneel if we can … receive the water crossed on our forehead … remember our baptism … Yes, I belong to Christ, the beloved Son of God, and the beloved Son of God is my LORD and my Savior. By his love, I am baptized! Amen and Amen!