Showing posts with label Peter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Peter. Show all posts

Sunday, April 22, 2018

A New Day


Given at Palms Westminster Presbyterian Church
Psalm 23; Acts 4:5-12

I can see a new day
A new day soon to be
When the storm clouds are all passed
And the sun shines on a world that is free (Pete Seeger).

Not I, not I, but the wind that blows through me!
A fine wind is blowing the new direction of time.
If only I let it bear me, carry me, if only it carry me!
If only I am sensitive, subtle, oh, delicate, a winged gift!
If only, most lovely of all, I yield myself and am borrowed
By the fine, fine wind that takes its course through the
chaos of the world
Like a fine, an exquisite chisel, a wedge-blade inserted;
If only I am keen and hard like the sheer tip of a wedge
Driven by invisible blows.
The rock will split, we shall come at the wonder…. 
(D.H. Lawrence - from Song of a Man Who Has Come Through)

 I will pour out my spirit on all flesh;
      your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
      your old men shall dream dreams,
      and your young men shall see visions.
      Even on the male and female slaves,
      in those days, I will pour out my spirit (Joel 2.28-29).

Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them, “Rulers of the people and elders, if we are questioned today because of a good deed done to someone who was sick and are asked how this man has been healed, let it be known to all of you, and to all the people of Israel, that this man is standing before you in good health by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead. This Jesus is
      ‘the stone that was rejected by you, the builders;
      it has become the cornerstone.’ 

Peter was the man of the hour.
The man who had denied the Christ.

I don’t know him, said Peter.
Not once.
Not twice.
But thrice, I don’t know him.

And then … of a sudden,
In the hubbub and noise.
Jesus catches Peter’s eye.
The cock crows for the rising of the sun.
Darkness fills Peter’s soul.

A horrible recognition:
Why did I do it?
Why was I so cowardly?
Why couldn’t I speak the truth?

I DO know him.
He called me from the boats.
To be a fisherman … of people.

For three years, I labored with him.
Walked and talked with him.
Learned from him.
Watched him carefully.
Promised to be faithful to him.

And in a heartbeat, I threw it all away.
I don’t know the man, said I:
To the servant girls.
And to the bystanders.

And to the mess I was making, I added a curse.
Just to make it clear, to make my point, drive it home:
By heaven, by God, by all that’s holy,
I don’t know the man.

It’s what Jesus said I’d do.
He was right.
Jesus knew me well.
All too well.
Better than I could know myself.

The Bible says that Peter went out and wept.
Bitterly.

But all is not lost.
It never is with God.

In the early morning hours, on the shores of Galilee
Jesus, with a fire, and some fish.

The disciples are doing what they knew best:
Fishing.

While the disciples turn the boat shoreward, 
Peter, always in a hurry, leaps into the sea and swims to shore.
And there they have breakfast.

As Anthony Bourdain puts it:
"WHAT NICER THING CAN YOU DO FOR SOMEBODY THAN MAKE THEM BREAKFAST?"

In one of the great moments of the story:
Jesus speaks to Peter.
Tenderly.
Kindly.
No intent to harm or shame.
Never a sense of “I told you so.”

With kindness and mercy:
Do you love me Peter?
Do you love me more than you love these fish?
These boats, and their nets?
This beautiful place?
This glorious sea of Galilee?
The morning breeze and the evening cool?
The challenge and the chores.
The work and the weariness.
Your family, your friends?
Do you love me Peter?

Three times Jesus asks Peter.
Three times Peter affirms his love.

Jesus undoes the three denials.
It’s Jesus who moves the hand of the clock.
The clock was stuck at the hour of the cock crowing.
The clock was stuck at the moment of Peter’s denial.

Peter was stuck in time.

Stuck in regret.
Resigned to the fact that he’d better get back to fishing.
To the boats, to the nets.
Nothing else left for him.
He was a failure and a flop.
He made big promises.
But it was all hot air.

Jesus gets the clock going again.
Not backward.
Not even God can do that.
But forward.
Forward to a new day.

Jesus gives Peter another chance.
A moment of grace.
Forgiveness.
Acceptance.
A new lease on life.

A restoration to the work that lay at hand.
And what a work it was to be:
To change the world.

With the good news of God’s great love.
A love incarnate in Jesus of Nazareth.
A love that never ever gets stuck in the past.
A love moving forward.
Upward and onward.

To the new day.
To the wonders at hand.
To the tasks of life:
Tasks of love, hope and peace.

And now in Jerusalem,
With a new lease on life:
Peter speaks.

With courage.
No holding back.
No longer giving in to fear.

Kill me if you will.
You’ve already killed my LORD.
So, kill me, too, if you have to.

But rest assured.
Love cannot be killed.
Goodness and kindness cannot be killed.
They live.
No matter what happens.

Love lives on.
Love endures.
Love never ends.

Peter was brave that day.
Ready for the work.
He speaks clearly and with kindness.
He speaks truth to power.

And power doesn’t like it.
Power doesn’t like truth.

Whether it be Peter before the high priest.
Martin Luther before the Holy Roman Emperor.
Martin Luther King, Jr. before an Alabama sheriff at the end of the bridge.
Parkland students, Emma Gonzales and David Hogg speaking to the powerful gun lobby.

Power doesn’t like truth.
Power needs lies to stay in power.

The powers that be … 

  • Racial powers: tell the lie that some lives really don’t matter, or to confuse the issue, cry out: “All lives matter,” which is like saying, “All weather is weather,” or “All food is food.” In the simple declaration of “All lives matter,” a lie is being told, to cover up the reality that for many people, some lives don’t matter at all.
  • Economic powers: tell the lie that poor people are lazy, and should be punished for their poverty.
  • National powers: tell the lie of god-ordained superiority which guarantees the right of nation to run roughshod over others, and by force of arms, if needed, to dictate policy for nations.
  • Religious powers: tell the lie that all other religions are wrong, and those who believe differently will go to hell.
  • Male gender powers tell the lie that men are superior; women are unable to handle serious decisions and moral questions, and women, of course, surely don’t deserve equal pay.

Peter speaks truth to power.
The powers-that-be don’t like it.
But the powers retreat a wee bit.

They let Peter go.
With a warning, of course.
But they let Peter go.

To tell the story:
The story of Jesus and his love.
The story of a new world.
A new day.
A new way of life better than all the lies.

A new way that doesn’t require selfishness and ego.
A new way, kind and generous.
A new way of sharing with one other, so that everyone had enough … no one had too little, and no one had too much.

A new way of life that doesn’t build  walls, because walls are just plain silly … the walls of Rome, the walls of East Germany, the walls of Israel, and the walls some would build on our border with Mexico … 

Peter speaks of a new way of life … 
A new kind of power:

The power that gives away its power … the power of self-denial, the power of self-giving, the power of laying down a life for the sake of another … the power of taking up the cross and following in the footsteps of Christ.

That day, Peter speaks up and he speaks out.
The way.
The truth, and,
The life.

All because on a Galilee beach, early one morning, Jesus made breakfast, and gave Peter one more chance.

Dear friends,
God never gives up you.
So don’t ever give up on yourself.
And, for heaven’s sake, never give up on one another.

Be kind.
Be generous.
Be gentle.

Read your Bible.
Live your faith.
Pour out your love.
Speak truth to power.


And to God be the glory … Amen and Amen!

Sunday, August 13, 2017

"A Mercy Unto Salvation" August 13, 2017, Palms Westminster Presbyterian Church

Matthew 14.22-33
August 13, 2017
Palms Westminster Presbyterian Church


Peter, Peter, Peter …
What are we going to do with you?

You are bold in your affirmations, and foolish in your behavior … you act before you think, and your high thoughts of yourself are more trouble than they’re worth.

Peter’s one of the great ones, but it took him a long time to get there … 

Along the way, plenty of missteps, faux paws … outlandish promises, moral failure … Peter’s not a pretty sight.

Remember when Jesus says that he will go to Jerusalem and there he will suffer and die?

Peter scolds Jesus for such thoughts. Peter doesn’t want to hear any of it.

But the response of Jesus is quick and brutal: Jesus turns on Peter and calls him Satan … because it was Satan who tempted Jesus in the wilderness to avoid pain and sorrow, and do it the easy way … and now it’s Peter who sounds very much like the Devil.

Peter bumbles and fumbles his way through life; he’s a spiritual klutz, full of himself … Peter has a lot of heart, energy and love, and he knows how to fish … but all of these attributes need to honed and sharpened and focused … a whole lot less of himself and whole lot more of God.

So, let’s look at our story today … the disciples on the Sea of Galilee battling unfavorable winds …

Early in the morning, battling the heavy seas, the disciples see Jesus coming toward them on the waves … Matthew says, they were terrified.

And who can blame them?

Anyone of us would have have shared their terror … there, in the midst of rough seas, Jesus on the waves … what is this? An apparition, a ghost, something we ate, the flu? They were terrified.

Jesus speaks! Shouting over the crash of the waves and the rush of winds …

It is I … take heart … it is I.

We need to do some language work here:

Jesus spoke Aramaic … but the gospels are written in Greek … and it’s in the Greek rendition by Matthew, that Jesus says - ego eimi [and that “ego” has nothing to do with Eggo Waffles, but the word Ego in English, meaning “I”] … Jesus literally says: … “I am” … now for some of you familiar with the Old Testament, this may ring a bell.

Remember Moses at the Burning Bush, when Moses wants to know God’s name?

God replies, Yahweh … I am … I am who I am … if anyone wants to know, tell them I Am has sent you [Exodus 4] …

Jesus literally says to the disciples, I Am … the LORD God Almighty, maker of heaven and earth … the One who sent Moses to set the people free!

Peter knows what Jesus says, that’s why Peter calls him LORD … but understand the theology, if you will, but Peter can restrain himself; Peter wants more …

Peter, once again, like Satan … tempts Jesus to perform, do something spectacular, Jesus, for ME … 

Peter’s words echo the words of the Devil in the wilderness.

If you are the Son of God … turn these stones into bread … If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down from the pinnacle … 

Can you hear the similarity between what Satan says to Jesus in the wilderness and what Peter says to Jesus in the storm?

Peter tempts God … If you are who you say are, command me to come to you on the water … it’s not enough that you’re coming to meet us in our time of distress … no, that’s not enough … I want something more … something for me … itty bitty little ol’ me … 

It’s all about Peter!

It’s the original sin … wanting more than what God has already given … in the Garden of Eden, did God stay Eve’s hand from plucking the fruit? Did God intervene to say, “Don’t eat it.”

No … no intervention in the Garden … as terrible as the deed was, God let it happen.

So Jesus says, Give it try Peter … and Peter steps out of the boat.

Was Peter brave?

I don’t think so … Peter was consumed by his own pride … infected with spiritual competition … trying to one-up the others. “Me better Christian than you” … “Me grad-school Christian; you, kindergarten Christian” … “watch me guys, I’m gonna step outta this boat to prove how big my faith is.”

Just like Adam and Eve, it ends badly for Peter. Adam and Eve have to leave the Garden; Peter sinks into the sea.

And God comes to the rescue.

God gives to Peter the second chance, the third chance, and a few more thereafter … and then a few more chances all along the way.

There is no picture more powerful than Jesus reaching out his hand to save Peter in the moment of Peter’s despair … a gracious, powerful, image of God’s mercy … a mercy unto salvation.

To hear some Christians talk these days, you’d think Jesus might might have just stood by, calmly on the waves, and said to Peter, “Bye, bye, Peter, Ol’ Boy … you’re on your own now; it’s sink or swim time; you ought to know better; I’ve told … I’ve given you enough help, more than enough . It’s up to you now to improve your lot in life.” And Jesus walks away to the far shore, and let’s Peter drown.

Which raises a deadly question: Does Peter “deserve” to be saved? 

We hear a lot of that “deserve” talk these days … whether someone is deserving, or not … I can’t think of a more deadly question … whether or not people are deserving is a pathway to a swamp of bad ideas … the very question reveals a heart of pride … a heart convinced of its own worthiness, while finding others unworthy!

The very question of who deserves mercy puts us far away from the heart of God … 

I understand why some folks say these things - “I’ve made mine; too bad for you. I’m on top of the heap, and I got here by myself, by my own wits and strength; see these boot straps? They’re mine, all mine, and I pulled m’self up with ‘em, all by m’self.”

I understand why some folks talk this way. It’s pride, it’s greed, it’s malice, it’s meanness … it’s the way the god Mammon would have us talk to one another … the god Mammon is strong these days … infecting our nation with hideous thoughts.

“There’s no help here; we gotta save our money; we can’t spend so much on your kind, you’re on your own: no health care for you, no school funding, no insuring that everyone has a vote, no safe-guarding of Social Security and Medicare … and if you don’t like your low-wage job, get another job … and if you’re poor, work harder. Tough luck buddy; it’s sink or swim.”

I understand why some folks talk this way … but the way of Christ? the way of Christ is mercy, kindness … and full salvation … 

Jesus saves Peter … God Almighty, the Great I Am … and this is the truth for all of us … we are saved … we are saved by the mighty hand of God … period! … we are saved … from top to bottom, from A to Z … and all the time in between, every day, from birth to death and beyond … as the gospel hymn puts it:

I was sinking deep in sin, far from the peaceful shore,
Very deeply stained within, sinking to rise no more,
But the Master of the sea heard my despairing cry,
From the waters lifted me, now safe am I.
Love lifted me!
Love lifted me!
When nothing else could help,
Love lifted me!

Such is the love of God for us.

Such must be our love for one another!

Amen and Amen!