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Sunday, May 15, 2022

May 15, 2022 "Climb Every Mountain" Westminster Presbyterian Church, Pasadena

 Psalm 148; John 13.31-35

I’m not a mountain climber … at least of the physical kind ... like Mt. Everest or K2 ... or Mt. Kilimanjaro ... 

Though I’ve been know to make a mountain out of a molehill now and again … and maybe you’ve done that, too. 


But, seriously, I've climbed many a mountain in my lifetime, and so have you ...  


Only one way ahead … climb the mountain.


Some mountains are climbed with ease …

Some require every ounce of strength we have, and then some.  

Some mountains can never be climbed - 

At least, all the way … they’re too high - we make peace with the mountain … it’s now a part of our life … we find how to live there, because God lives there, too, God with us, on the mountain!


Mountains play a central role in the Bible … Noah on Mt. Ararat … Abraham and Isaac on Mt. Moriah … Moses on the mountain for the 10 Commandments … God takes Moses to a mountain to show him the Promised Land … Elijah defeats the priests of Baal on Mt. Carmel … Jesus meets Moses and Elijah on the Mt. of Transfiguration … the  Sermon on the Mt … from the Mt. of Olives, Jesus enters Jerusalem.


Thomas Merton entitled his spiritual autobiography, The Seven Story Mountain.


Dr. Paul Farmer’s biography, Mountains Beyond Mountains.


Climb every mountain,

Search high and low,

Follow every byway,

Every path you know.


Over the years of ministry, I've witnessed some of the bravest people ever ... taking on the mountains ... a terrible medical challenge … an ailing spouse ... a special needs child ... the burden of personal issues - addiction, childhood trauma; personality quirks, quirks that bedevil us and frustrate our family and friends … mountains … life as it is, as it comes to us … climb every mountain.


A friend of mine parked his car, walked around behind it, another car drove into him, crushed his legs, cut them off ... he had to learn how to walk on prosthetics, pain and difficulty ... he's a brave man, climbs his mountain every day, a mountain I can't begin to imagine ... 


From a young lady in Michigan, the church I served … she writes:


And just like that… I’ve been paralyzed 19 years.

Sometimes it’s even hard for me to believe.  Today is bittersweet, but over the years I’ve learned that although many things may be out of my control these situations have taught me that I can still choose to have peace and joy. That life’s beauty isn’t limited to our circumstances. You just have to see it! 

This life isn’t always easy, no one’s is, but I wouldn’t choose to have it any other way! With every struggle and obstacle I have learned so much and it has led me to the person I am today! And I’m so proud of who I am and how far I’ve come! But I am also looking forward to what the future holds! A BIG thank you to my incredible family and friends that continue to love and support me! I am so blessed! I wouldn’t be here without you all! ….

Today I celebrate life and all of its beauty! I feel so grateful to be here, still rocking and rolling … 


A another friend recently wrote:


I've been teaching for 34 years. No kidding, she says.  That kind of surprises me when I think about it.  But the truth is, if you are doing it really well, it doesn't get easier.  I am whipped today because I have two separate classes on really different subjects going at the moment.  One of them will wrap up next week.  The other one carries through till nearly the end of June.  Teaching.  It's a challenge/opportunity/blessing/chore/delight.


I like what she said, “If you’re doing it really well, it doesn’t get easier.” 


All around us mountain climbers … they sing out to us the songs of hope: you can climb your mountain, too … God is love, life is good, and there is always a way ahead.


I celebrate with each of you - your success … the mountains you’ve climbed … which is a good thing to remember when the mountain looks too high … when our spirits fail, when discouragement sets in … to remember the mountains already climbed … the faithfulness of God … the love of family and friends … a million things to keep us going, a million reasons to keep on climbing.


I look out at you - I see women and men in climbing gear …wrapped in courage and faith … common sense and wisdom … inventiveness and patience … 


Yes, I see fear and uncertainty, too ... tears and regret; weariness and defeat ... things no one can describe ... it’s all part of the deal … it’s life … the mountains we have to climb.


Jesus said: I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this, everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.

That’s a mighty big mountain, isn’t it?

A good mountain to climb, every day.


And it doesn’t get any easier.


To love, dearly and deeply, with patience and mercy; to forgive quickly and put hard memories behind us … to set aside the old and familiar and reach for the new horizon … to pay attention to those around us … to offer the helping hand … seek constructive solutions as the times require … listen well, learn and grow; make it work, find a way … keep on climbing.


You can do it … you’ve done it before, and you’ll do it again. 


Climb every mountain,

Search high and low,

Follow every byway,

Every path you know.


Christ is with you … Christ is ahead of you … Christ is behind you … Christ is above you … Christ is beneath you … Christ is within you … Christ - is all around you.


In the name of the Threefold God:  Amen and Amen!

Sunday, November 22, 2015

"A Refresher Course in Thanksgiving"

First Congregational Church of Los Angeles ...

Philippians 4.4-14


In my seventy-first year of life …
My forty-eighth year of marriage …
My forty-fifth year of ordination …
My third year of grandparenting …

I’ve learned a few things …
In all likelihood, just a few …
But of those lessons learned … 

If I could go back in time, one thing I’d do is pay a little more attention to the people around me …

The butcher, the baker, the candlestick maker …

And Mrs. Blout … she led opening exercises for Sunday School, every Sunday morning, at the Third Presbyterian Church in Altoona, PA … I would spend a little more time with her … to know her story … what made her laugh, what made her cry … her faithfulness … I’d pay a little more attention to Mrs. Blout.

A spiritual exercise I learned years ago …

Walk a street slowly … look at things … small things … sidewalk paving stones … a gum wrapper tossed aside … a pop can in the gutter … ponder the story in each of them … someone designed that pop can … someone slacked their thirst with its contents … someone threw it aside when they were done with it … were they sad, were they glad … in a rush, or going nowhere at all?

Everything has a story, where it began, where it ends … probe the story, play with it, embellish it, let it grow … all the people behind that pop can … the sugar cane and the farmer, the factory and the worker … the trucker who brought it into town, the teen behind the counter who sold it to the thirsty customer.

Whenever my children went anywhere, I’d always say to them: “Use all of your senses … smell the odors, taste the foods, hear the sounds, see the colors, touch the textures … store it all away in your memories.”

From the smallest of things to the largest of stories … in everything, the whole world … in every person, humanity … in every tree, a forest … in every mountain, a mountain range … in every person, God … 

The stuff of life … all around us … joy, terror; smiles and trials … folks on their way to a hospital bedside, maybe on their way to a new job … off to a wedding - maybe their own … on the first leg of a well-deserved vacation … some on their way to a funeral … some on their way to new beginnings; some on their way to bitter endings.

In Graham Green’s novel, The Power and the Glory, a Mexican priest, jailed for observing the Mass, in a time and place when Catholicism was outlawed … behind bars, the priest reflects:

When you visualized a man or woman carefully, you could always begin to feel pity … that was a quality of God’s image carried with it, writes Green … when you saw the lines at the corners of the eyes, the shape of the mouth, how the hair grew, it was impossible to hate. Hate was just a failure of imagination.

Imagination? All of us can use a little imagination now and then … the up-close and personal kind that really sees the eyes of another … to really look at people … and things … and places … to use all of our senses - to really see and truly feel the world around us … 

When I lived in Detroit, I did a lot of bicycling … in two very large cemeteries … great for biking: well-kept roads, little traffic … lovely trees, manicured lawns … 

And acres of tombstones … and all the names … and all the words carved into stone: “devoted mother, loving wife, beloved grandmother.” 

I could always hear the assurance of the dead: “We made it, and you will, too.”

Through thick and thin, sick and sin … from wilderness to Promised land …

The great stories of our faith: a pillar of cloud by day, fire by night … manna in the morning, water from a rock … 

Voices of wisdom: Joshua, Jeremiah … Miriam and Deborah … Matthew, Mark, Luke and John … Paul and Peter … 

Voices to encourage, voices to help … when Pope Francis paid us a visit, he spoke of 20th Century voices, Dorothy Day and Thomas Merton …

I could add to that Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Martin Luther King, Jr., Mother Teresa …

Writers like John Steinbeck and poets like Robinson Jeffers … 

Artists like Georgia O’Keeffe and David Horsey of the LA Times …

Past political leaders: Teddy Roosevelt and his trust busting … his cousin, FDR with Social Security … Eisenhower and the Interstate Highway system … John F. Kennedy, Ich bin ein Berliner …who was killed this day, 52 years ago in Dallas … Lord, have mercy.

Voices … lots of voices, voices all around us … voices of the dead; voices of the living … voices of hope and voices of healing … voices to challenge our complacencies … point the way ahead … voices to help us take up the work of kindness and mercy … voices to remind us of life’s high ambitions and our great ideals …

Pay attention … and give thanks … for a million small and wonderful things … for big voices and smart people … faith, hope and love; grace, mercy and peace … the gospel of light … folks who believe in you and me … teachers and preachers … and a kajillion other people, and billions of light years and the mystery of space and time.

Paul the Apostle says:

Rejoice in the LORD always … do not worry about anything … but in everything … by prayer … with thanksgiving …

After church today, our Thanksgiving Dinner … later this week, Thanksgiving Day … oh, I know, holidays are sometimes bittersweet … and more the occasion for tears and heartache …

But wherever and however, pay attention to the small things … let your imagination dance … give heed to memories that are good and hopes that are sweet …

And with that, let me close with a poem, of my own writing (LORD, have mercy) an Ode to Mashed Potatoes …

Let me count the ways I love thee …
The common tator … a tuber … from the ground …
Just like you and me …
Maybe we feel something in common with this common ground thing …

They’re not picked, like apples or pears …
They’re dug …
Like good music … or hangin’ out with folks we love …

Lots of different sizes … and colors … in a lot of different places …
We do have a lot in common, don’t we?
With the humble potato …

Peel ‘em … if ya’ want …
But I like to leave the skins on …
Adds texture … as it should be … the whole potato …
As God intended.

Into a pot of water …
Turn on the heat … lots of good things need a little heat …
Cook ‘em not too hard … 
Test ‘em with a fork …
Drain ‘em and put ‘em back into the pot …

And now the good part …
A couple of butter chunks … 
A generous splash of cream … I mean: be generous …
Maybe even some cream cheese …
A little horseradish?
Rosemary?
Thyme?
Salt and pepper …

And a little elbow grease …
Smash and mash these remarkable gifts from God …
Not too much, just enough …
To blend it all together …
Taste to your heart’s content …
That’s what I love about cooking …
We get to sample everything before you do.

Can it get better?
You bet … 
On the plate they go …
A fork-full will satisfy all your desires for comfort …
Just like home … 
But like all good things … these good things go well 
With a chorus of other good things ….
Gravy … 
Giblet gravy …
Corn and slabs of carefully sliced turkey, neat and precise … though I prefer the dark meat … a tad bit unruly …
Cranberry relish on the side …
And how about the country cousin, the sweet potato … with its famous hat, 
The marshmallow … all white on the inside, with golden trim …
And who knows what else … 

Start with potatoes, and who knows where it’ll end.

But start with potatoes … 
A very common thing …

And it will end well …

As all good things do …


Happy Thanksgiving … Amen!

Monday, April 21, 2008

Our Way - April 20, 2008

John 14:1-14

Thomas Merton, reared without religious reference points, came to Christ while a student at Columbia, spent the remainder of his life as a follower of Jesus … specifically a Roman Catholic … and then a Trappist monk at the Abbey of Gethsemane in Kentucky.

As a child, he shuttled between the United States and Europe … his mother died when he was a child; his father died a few years later … he was loved and nurtured by extended family and close friends … he was brilliant, undisciplined, and always searching … above all else, he was a writer … words poured out him like water out a bucket … though he tried to stop writing several times, he failed to stop the flow of words, and when he became a monk, his superior noted Merton’s skill and encouraged him to write … not for himself any longer, but now for Christ.

Merton at first shunned the world, but the world was already inside of him.
Even within the four walls of the monastery, the world lived and breathed in Merton’s mind and heart; he was a monk, but a monk with an eye on the world … after some years of writing specifically religious material, Merton turned his attention to the Cold War, Civil Rights and finally world religions.

An avid reader of Eastern religions – Hinduism and Buddhism and their variants … he discovered beneath the doctrinal differences a common experience of the divine.

It was this common experience that created a common ground … yet Merton was clear, we can never forgo the specifics of faith and doctrine …

Christians have Christ and the Bible
Hindus have the Upanishads …
The Jews have Moses and the Torah …
The Buddhist has the Bahadavita …
The Muslim, the Koran …

Experiments to meld it all together have always failed … there is too much richness in each tradition … too much beauty and goodness in the specifics … lump it all together, and it’s lost … what’s left is formless mass – a little of this and little of that, and none of it makes any sense … sort of like dumping into the soup all the spices and herbs in our cupboard.
When I first started cooking, I would put in everything … Donna had to tell me: “Only one or two flavors tonight … other flavors tomorrow night.”

The religions of the world … rich in the specifics … God in the details!

Merton was clear: the best dialogue between traditions is when people are totally grounded in their traditions … thoroughly knowledgeable, and deeply committed to the doctrines, ideas, images of their sacred writings and their experience of the Divine …
People who know their own tradition will talk reasonably with people of other traditions.

And we all discover a great mystery:
No one has to be wrong in order for someone to be right …

But the human spirit loves to have enemies …

Every tradition has its own brand of fundamentalism … Buddhists and Hindus clash … Muslims and Jews fight it out … and Christians, too often, have taken on the whole world …

But Thomas Merton discovered – beneath the specifics, something universal … the only way to the universal is through the specifics … and the only way to preserve the universal in all traditions is to preserve the specifics of every tradition.

When confronted with doctrinal differences, Merton was humble and real … in one of my favorite quotations, Merton said, “This is beyond me at the moment.”

I love it … “This beyond me at the moment.”

Isn’t that what the Apostle Paul meant when he wrote, now we see in a mirror dimly … now I know only in part… ?

This is beyond me at the moment.

Dear Christian friends, I have been a believer all of my life … some of my earliest memories are of God … I can’t say anymore than that … it’s beyond words … God was there.

I grew up in a family where the church was central … attended Christian high school and then Calvin College in Grand Rapids, Michigan … and then Western Theological Seminary in Holland, Michigan … preachers and churches, sermons and theology, discussion and debate … the Christian faith was my milieu – Christ was in the air I breathed … Scripture was in the water I drank.

Jesus is my LORD and my Savior … He gave His life that I might live … and I live for Him, as best I can … in bits and pieces … sometimes more so, sometimes hardly at all … but I live for Him, because He lives for me.

I’ll talk to anyone about Jesus … but I’ve learned to listen as well … when dialoguing with Muslims and Buddhists, to be gracious … appreciative … there is always much to learn about Christ by learning how others worship and live.

I have learned over the years, and I’m still learning, how to read the Bible carefully …

Our text today, John 14, says something grand, something good … but it has to be read carefully.

In the hands of a fundamentalist, this text can be read narrowly, exclusively … but let’s think of Jesus … let’s think of the Gospel of John … let’s think of the cross, the empty tomb … let’s think of God who loves the world so much that He gave His only begotten Son.

The text begins with simple encouragement: Do not let your hearts be troubled.

And then the follow up: Believe in God … believe also in me.

Jesus is the face of God … what we see in Jesus is a perfect representation of the life and love of God … God for us, God with us, God around us and God inside of us … God taking up our burdens, God resolving the issues. God doing the heavy lifting …

When Jesus speaks of my Father’s house and its many rooms, the imagery is that of space … lots of space, lots of elbow room … nothing small here … a place for everyone, and everyone in their place … a place where everyone can be comfortable … a place of safety and peace, appropriate to every human being, every religious expression, every culture, every faithful way of life, whatever it is: Christian, Jew, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindu and who knows how many other variants in this remarkable world.

A gentleman died and was received into heaven … and St. Peter said, “Come with me, I’ll show you around.”
Coming to one part of heaven, St. Peter said, “Here are all the Roman Catholics … and over there, just across the way, all the Methodists … and then around the block, that’s where all the Presbyterians are …
And so they walked around heaven, and nearing one corner, St. Peter suddenly turned to the man, and said, “Shhh, we have to be very quiet here.”
“Why?” asked the man.
“Because this is where the Baptists are, and they think they’re the only ones here.”

When someone asks me, “How does this all work,” I respond as Merton: “This is beyond me at the moment.” I only see in mirror dimly … now I know only in part.

But this I know for sure … we’ll not be in heaven alone … no one will be left behind!

Let’s push on …

Jesus speaks of going on ahead to do the work for us; preparing a place for us … this is grace, pure unbounded grace … God getting the place ready for us; God doing the heavy-lifting …

Fr. Jim Fredericks at Rolf Muenker’s memorial service told a marvelous story … someone asked a priest, “What can we believe?” The priest said, “God has done the dishes, but it’s up to us to put them away.”

God has done something marvelous in Christ … and God has done it for the whole world … it’s done; it’s finished.
When Jesus was dying on the cross, when all was ready, he said, “It is finished!”
Finished for all the world … those who believe and those who don’t … those who know the name of Jesus, and those who never will … those who love greatly, and those who love only a little bit … those who see clearly, and those who live in a fog … for all the world He did it … pure unbounded grace.

Thomas asked, “How can we know the way?”

That’s just about the biggest question we can ask …

Jesus speaks of grace … “I am the way, I am the truth, and I am the life” – for you Thomas, for everyone … for all the world …

What Jesus has done, He’s done for all … Jesus is too generous to restrict His grace only to those who know Him …

His grace flows from Calvary to every creature … His grace flows from that empty tomb to overcome the power of death with life … His grace fills every heart with hope, every prayer with a sense of the divine, every temple with God’s presence.

This is what God does!
Pure unbounded grace …
But there’s plenty left for us …

Lots of dishes to put away … like loving one another and building a safe world for our children and all the children of the world … plenty for us to do, like taking care of the planet, the polar bears and the whales … plenty for us to do, like feeding the hungry, clothing the naked and visiting the sick and those in prison … plenty for us to do, like building a peaceful world and ending war … plenty for us to do.

The most challenging piece of the passage: “No one comes to the Father except through me.”

This, too, is grace … Jesus makes it as easy as possible …

Jesus simplifies …
Like a bridge over the Mississippi …
Like a tunnel through the mountains …
Jesus simplifies … opens up a corridor … makes the journey ever so much easier.

But now let’s put on our thinking caps …

Jesus speaks of “The Father” – we come to the Father through the Son …

Please note: Jesus doesn’t say “god” – Jesus doesn’t say, No one comes to God except by me … He says, carefully and intentionally, No one comes to the Father except by me.
This is one of the specifics of our faith … one of the details …

What Jesus offers is unique … a relationship to God through the Hebrew stories, through Abraham, Isaac and Jacob … it’s specific, it’s focused, it’s detailed.

It’s our joy and our delight to be disciples of Jesus, to know the Father through Him, to live the Jesus life … every day, I thank God for Jesus and the Bible, for the Cross and the Empty Tomb … for the resurrection and His abiding presence through the Holy Spirit.

Buddhist have unique things, too.
So do Hindus and Jews and Muslims.
We can only be what we are …
We have to be something …
But can we be something without needing others to be just like us?
Can we be faithful to Jesus without discrediting the faith of others?
Do others have to be wrong in order for us to be right?

When women and men of faith get together, we discover a common mystery, a common humanity, a common experience of the Divine, yet each experience unique to its own tradition … God is found in the details … God is a God of specifics and little things; sparrows and numbered hairs …

But no doctrine holds all of God … no specific can say it all …

This week, Donna and I stopped by a beautiful Hindu Temple on Malibu Canyon road … we took our shoes off and walked around from shrine to shrine – candles and oil lamps, incense and offerings … images of Hindu gods …

I watched a Hindu walk around with hands pressed prayerfully in front of him … gentle and good … unique and wonderfully specific … I sensed the Divine there.

We don’t have to stop being a Christian in order to build bridges of peace … to the contrary, we have to be Christians all the more … we have to know our Bible well … we have to know the essentials of our faith … and we have to know the Father through Christ … if we’re ever going to speak intelligibly to others, we have to thoroughly immersed in our own faith.

But we can and we must allow God to love others, too … to reveal grace and life in other cultures and traditions … it’s a humbling experience, and Christendom – with all of its pomp and power – doesn’t take kindly to humility … but humility is the heart and soul of love! As the Bible says: God gives grace to the humble!

When I lived in Tulsa, we lived across the street from a beautiful park – playgrounds and baseball diamonds, trees and picnic tables … merry-go-rounds and rocks to climb on.

When I took Josh or Rachel to the park, I’d walk across the street and we’d be in the park … other folks came to the park from other directions … other streets, other ways, but it was the same park, large enough for all of us … plenty of picnic tables and grills … plenty of space … just like our Father’s House … dwelling places for everyone.

It would have been foolish to walk around to the other side of the park when I could enter the park by simply walking across the street.

Christianity is my entrance to the park … Buddhism is another entrance, and so is Hinduism …

Go the park at the closest entrance … and give thanks that God has provided multiple entrances …

Yes, we’ll all get to into the park … heaven is mighty big place with lots of entrances … so, if everyone is going to make it, do we have work to do?
Are there dishes to be put away?

There is always a mission field … and it’s right next door … it’s a man selling his soul to make a buck … the woman obsessed with her looks … a young man doing drugs … a young lady dreaming of being a celebrity … the mission field is the world of commercialism and commodity, competition and vanity. It’s not the Hindu or the Muslim, it’s the man or woman who has nothing inside of them, nothing greater than there own desires and dreams … and the greatest mission field of all?
The Christian Church itself … our pews are filled with folks who trust little or nothing … who believe half-heartedly … who know neither Bible nor Christ … a bland mix of vague memories and poorly formed ideas – their soul a wasteland; their spirit impoverished and lonely.

I say to them: be Christian through and through … and if not Christian, then be Buddhist, or a Hindu … be something – get into the specifics; dig into the details … and do it with heart and mind, soul and strength …

God want us to make something of the sixty, or seventy, or eighty years we have … to know God, to give and receive love, to know the truth that liberates … to put our treasure in the right place, and plant our heart in the soil of faith.

God doesn’t want us to die in regret … God doesn’t want us to enter eternity and not want to be there …

At the end of the road, there is only God …
For those who love God and yearn for God – Buddhist, Hindu or Jew - it will be joy upon joy to be lifted up into the love of God, full and complete.
But for those who turned their backs to God, who bought the materialist version of life, who thought they could gods unto themselves; to be thrust into the presence of God at the end of the road, it’ll be hell for them.
To be in the presence of a love denied in this life will be painful beyond description in the next life.
To see firsthand the grace ignored, the mercy shunned, the opportunities missed, will be a gnashing-of-teeth moment, a great sorrow; the flame of regret will burn a long, long time … British theologian, Leslie Weatherhead, 1893-1976.

So be who we are; be Christian through and through … share Christ with everyone we can … give thanks for all the great religions of the world – we’re all in this together … to build a world of faith, hope and love.

Will God work it all out in the end?
Yes, indeed!

How will God do this? This is beyond me at the moment! Amen!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

My Son - January 13, 2007

A Texas preacher bought a horse, and trained it to respond to “Praise the LORD” meaning giddyup and “hallelujah” for whoa.
His friends were impressed.
Every time he said “praise the LORD,” the horse would take off running, and every time he’d say, “hallelujah,” the horse would stop.
Out riding one day, the horse was spooked and took off running full tilt toward a cliff … the preacher yelled out, “whoa, whoa,” but the horse didn’t respond; then he remembered he’d taught the horse something else, but couldn’t remember what it was.
He shouted: “Amen,” “glory,” “bless God,” and nothing happened, and finally, just as the horse reached the edge of the cliff, he shouted, “hallelujah,” and the horse came to a skidding halt.
He breathed a sigh of relief, wiped his brow and said, “Praise the LORD.”

Good morning and welcome to Covenant Presbyterian Church … Hallelujah and Praise the LORD … it’s a good day, God is here, we have the gift of life … and we’re baptized.

Today, we celebrate the baptism of our LORD Jesus …

Jesus steps into the water … Jesus stands with us … our life becomes His life, and His life flows into us!

The Father in heaven says with pride: My Son … my beloved Son … I’m well pleased.”

What does it mean to be baptized?

Let’s begin with John, because it’s his baptism that Jesus receives … John was surprised: “You should be baptizing me.”

Jesus stands in the Jordan with John - Jesus embraces John’s message, and sends a message to the world that John’s message is the right message … not the gospel according to Rome, nor the gospel according to Jerusalem, but the Gospel according to the fierce grace of God!

What does it mean to be baptized?

I’m reluctant to offer answers … because I’m tired of answers … I’m tired of religious talking heads who talk as if Jesus were a card-game buddy of theirs.
I’m weary of politicians who claim to have an inside edge with God, because they have faith, and not only do they have faith, but they have the right faith, the better faith, and the rest of us better get on board before it’s too late!

I love Jesus … He’s been my LORD and Savior all of my life … but I don’t own Jesus, I don’t have an inside edge with God … I don’t have any secret links to heaven … my faith doesn’t make me better than anyone else – I’m afraid of the all same things that frighten everyone … I have profound moments of doubt … I fail more often than I want to … things keep me awake sometimes, and like all the rest of humanity, I’m headed to the end of the trail, because the last time I checked, the mortality rate was still a hundred percent!

Yes, I love Jesus … He’s been my LORD and Savior all of my life … but I don’t own Him, and I have much to learn from Him … I’m still a work in progress.

So what does it mean to be baptized?

It’s a bit like loving one another …

Donna’s been trying to love me for forty-two years … what a trooper … she stays with it, and if Congress were ever to award medals for marital bravery, Donna’s name would be on top of the list.

Speaking of love … a group of children were asked their opinion about love … here’s what some of them said:

"Love is if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria. That means you're in love. Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

"You can break love, but it won't die."

For God so loved the world …

Love one another as I have loved you …

Love God with all your heart, soul, strength and mind … love your neighbor as yourself …

Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. (1 Corinthians 13)

What does it mean to be baptized, but to live in the love of God … a turbulent sea … fierce grace … “Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so,” but Jesus says, “Take up your cross and follow me” … “deny yourself and put God first” … “love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.”

I’m reading Thomas Merton’s autobiography, The Seven Story Mountain … after graduating from Columbia University, Merton was in turmoil, the kind of turmoil only God can cause – wrestling with angels and fighting with demons …

After his conversion to faith and then his entry into the Roman Catholic Church by baptism, Merton decides to become a priest.
He begins the process of entering the Franciscan order … because he believed he could keep their way of life with some ease, without a whole lot of sacrifice.
For some months, it was all sunshine and light … and no little vanity as he imagined his monastic name … Fr. John Spaniard …

Then a crisis of conscience: “I’m not cut out for this; I’m not what I appear to be” … and finally, a Franciscan counselor closes the door on Merton’s dreams, and all seems lost … Merton secures a job at St. Bonaventure’s, teaching English … he’s faithful in prayer and study, but as far he’s concerned, God closed the door to the priesthood.

The love of God at work …

I’m reading the book on which the film, There Will Be Blood, is based - Upton Sinclair’s Oil … the story of a father and his son … the father, an oilman, a self-made man who rose through the labor ranks to become a man of wealth and influence … and his son, nicknamed Bunny, a boy of considerable conscience.

The father sees the world as it is and can only say, “that’s the way it is.”

Bunny looks at the same world and asks, “Why can’t it be different?”

Set in the oil boom days of Southern California at the turn of the 19th century, it’s all about wealth and power, unions and fair wages … the conflict between capital and labor … an oil man growing old and a young boy coming of age.

Many accept the way things are, like the boy’s father … and a few dream of the way things could be, like the son.

They live with conscience stirred and shaken soul.

Is that not love at work?

Jesus reminds us that love is tough and gritty, love dreams of a world that could be better, must be better, and will be better.

Love is harsh sometimes with those it touches …

Saul flung into the dust of the Damascus Road … Peter in prison … our very own LORD tried in a kangaroo court and crucified.

Merton’s conscience stricken … abandoned, alone, without compass … as Jesus on the cross: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Yet Merton reaches a point where he surrenders … what will be will be, and it’s all right, because “It was in the hands of One Who loved me far better than I could ever love mself: and my heart was filled with peace” (p. 314).

Spiritual writers all allude to the same realities … love has a harsh edge to it, a seeming cruelty … a dark night of the soul … until the soul surrenders and lifts its vision beyond itself to the glory of God.

The clay on the potter’s wheel …

The marble shaped by a sculpture’s chisel …

The grain of wheat ground to flour …

The soul seared in the fires of God’s love …

To live the baptized life …

To stand with Jesus in the Jordan …

To welcome the prophetic message of John: do not accept the world as it is, but strive for the world as it should be.

Live the baptized life …

I visited the Holy Land in 1998, I wanted to renew my baptism, as many do when they visit Israel

I was baptized as an infant …

54 years later I wanted to step into the Jordan.

The southern reaches of the Jordan are off limits to tourists, and it’s in the south where Jesus was baptized … the wilderness, desert, barren mountains, sand and stone, hot and dry … where the Jordan runs shallow as it enters the Dead Sea.
The landscape of the north is very different; green hills and verdant valleys; the Jordan runs deeper and muddier, with steep, overgrown banks.

In the north, where the river leaves the Sea of Galilee, there’s tourist center, with a large parking lot for the buses … you can go there, buy a simple plasticized paper robe (remember to take along your swimming suit) step into a dressing room, then down a winding sidewalk to a pool cut into the banks of the Jordan.

The bus parked … we all got out and walked over to the tourist center … aisles of kitsch: religious trinkets, statuary of every sort … and out around the back, the walkway to the Jordan.
Some of my tour-mates bought the paper robe, stepped to the dressing room and then down to the Jordan.

I walked outside … and there in the pool below me, 25 Pentecostals from Korea.
Splashing around and shouting in the Spirit, making more noise then a fourth grade birthday party … for them, a remarkable moment, I’m sure … for me, anything but.

I felt a deep sense of revulsion … the kitsch, the muddy water, the shouting, the tourists.

It wasn’t my cup of tea …

What does it mean to live the baptized life?

From 1978 to 1990, I was pastor of the First Presbyterian Church in Sapulpa, Oklahoma, a suburb of Tulsa … I learned there of baptism renewal services for Presbyterians … giving folks a chance to renew their sense of baptism.

Roman Catholics remember their baptism with the sprinkling of Holy Water; every time a Roman Catholic enters a Roman Church, the first thing done is to dip a finger into small bowls of water affixed to the wall, making the sign of the cross on their forehead, reminding themselves, “I’m baptized.”

At the Abbey of Gethsemane, every evening at the end of mass, the monks and guests file forward to be sprinkled by the Abbot, to be reminded of their baptism … the last thing before bed: “I am baptized.”

Some things deserve to be remembered:

Every year, we remember our birthday; we throw a party, open gifts and sing “Happy Birthday” off key.
We remember our anniversaries … we do Thanksgiving every year … we mark time and remember who we are by such things.
A renewal of baptism is much the same … a time to remember where it began for us … a little Jordan River; a baptismal font … “in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.”

The church in Oklahoma did a renewal of baptism service every other year, and I’ve continued doing that for the last 25 years … giving folks a chance to remember …

In a few moments, we’ll do a renewal of baptism … we’ll step to the chancel, kneel if we can … receive the water crossed on our forehead … remember our baptism … Yes, I belong to Christ, the beloved Son of God, and the beloved Son of God is my LORD and my Savior. By his love, I am baptized! Amen and Amen!