Showing posts with label surrender. Show all posts
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Sunday, November 27, 2011

November 27, 201, "The Long Road"

Isaiah 64.1-12


Advent is a time to search our souls, take a deep breath, think long and hard about the values we hold, the lives we live … a time to ask big questions, to ponder the nature of God, who is God really like, what God is up to, and what is it that we truly want out of life.

Advent is a Long Road … a four-week journey into the heart of God’s purpose and plan … a time to think deeply.

If ever there were a need for deep thought, it’s now … the world is changing … upheaval everywhere … people are afraid … and frightened people always make dumb decisions … and I fear that we’ve been making a lot of dumb decisions lately, and maybe God can raise up others to lead the way, but surely it’s our task, those who know the love of God, who have Christ in their hearts - it’s our calling, isn’t it, to lead the way?

As I survey the Christian scene in America, I’m mostly troubled.
Too many people scratch the surface of things and claim to have the wisdom of the ages.
Too many preachers without training, and too many churches without guidance.
Too many Christians who don’t know how to keep their nose out of other people’s business.
Too much judgment and not enough love.

We need the vision of hawks … hawks fly high, see the big picture, all the detail - how it fits, how it works, find the right target, be patient, don’t waste time going after the unimportant.
The world needs Christians with the vision of hawks on high!

Advent is a time for us to receive Jesus all over again.
Jesus is like a book - the first time we receive Jesus, it’s only the first chapter - maybe as a child, or a young adult at a revival service, or in the quietness of our home, but receiving Jesus is only the first chapter.
We need to keep on reading Jesus all of our life … chapter upon chapter … a never-ending story, because God’s love is infinite … Satan tempts us to stay in the first chapter; Jesus beckons us onward - Come, follow me … it’s a long road … we have miles to go, and promises to keep.
We never reach the end of Jesus.
We never explore all of God’s love.
We never become a Christian entirely … we just keep on growing and going … that’s what faith is all about.

My Hebrew professor came into class one morning, smiling and chuckling - Dr. Lester Kuyper said to us, “I’ve solved a translation problem I’ve been working on for 20 years” … we called him The Student - he was always learning, and what he learned, he shared with us - his lectures were solid and fresh.
At the same time, there were professors who lectured us from notes yellow with age … they said to us what they said ten years ago … it was good, but it wasn’t fresh.
Faith needs to be fresh!

Donna and I had a seminary summer assignment in a Miami, Florida church.
When the pastor and his wife went on vacation, he told me, “Use my office, and whatever books you want.”
I took a good look at his library; there were very few books purchased after his seminary graduation twenty years earlier … the books he had were good, but the man had stopped reading … and I think he had stopped growing.

Advent is a time to grow … a child stands in a doorway; Dad or Mom take a pencil, mark on the doorframe the child’s height, a date is written … a few months later, lo and behold, the child has grown all the more.

Old clothes no longer fit … a new wardrobe is needed - new clothes for the growing child … new faith for the growing Christian.

No one here wears clothes they wore twenty years ago … and none of us should be wearing the same faith we had twenty years ago … God doesn’t change, but we’re creatures of change, and only when we change, can we grow.

In Tuesday’s LA Times, Stephanie Bryson - a disheartened high school student, bad grades, ready to drop out; she wanted to become a professional surfer … but she didn’t drop out; she pressed on, entered Cal State, Long Beach; last May, she graduated summa cum laude and class valedictorian. 
She’s now a graduate student at Georgetown and was named a Rhodes Scholar - making her only the second Cal State graduate to receive the honor, and one of four students from CA, among only 32 from the entire US to be named a Rhodes Scholar.
Stephanie Bryson chose to grow!

The writer of Hebrews says: Let’s press on to maturity … 
Paul writes, Let’s grow in every way into Christ …
Peter writes, Grow in the grace and knowledge of our LORD and Savior Jesus Christ.

Isaiah 64 gives us some clues about growing …

First of all, how not to grow: Isaiah wants God to do something … Come on LORD, get with it - do something splashy - flashy and big; let the world know.
Like the Devil in the wilderness tempting Jesus - “Jump off the Temple pinnacle … something splashy, flashy and big -you’ll have the people eating out of your hand.”
Jesus refuses to go for the show, and God doesn’t show up with quaking mountains and roaring fire … Isaiah learns as Elijah learned:
The LORD isn’t in the wind. The LORD isn’t in the earthquake. The LORD isn’t in the fire. But in a still small voice … 

As the story of the Old Testament unfolds, God is learning right along with us - not by might, nor by strength, but by my Spirit … and when we finally reach Jesus, no legions of angeles heavily armed, just a heavenly choir; no displays of power, just healing and feeding and welcome and kindness … not power, but peace … and sacrifice and mercy … a lot of people looked at Jesus and said, “Not big enough; not powerful enough. We expect fireworks!” … but no fireworks, just the fire of faith, and the invitation, Come and follow me!

If we want to find God, we need to look in tiny places - in a tiny little manger in a tiny little town in a tiny little country.

What’s next for Isaiah?

Isaiah struggles with Israel’s story, then confesses - “We’re a chosen people, yet rebellious - we prefer our own counsel to that of God, even as we worship God and declare our trust in God … “LORD, we have done wrong” - not what the other guy does, but our stuff; not how bad other nations are, but how bad Israel has become; not about the defects of other religions, but how Israel fails to live up to its own faith … 
It takes a brave soul to see the severity of sin we call it Confession

Isaiah then asks God to relent … don’t punish us as our sins deserve … “our cities are in ruin, our temple has gone up in flames … all is lost” … it takes a faithful soul to ask God to go lightly - especially with others.
A bit light the LORD’S Prayer here - Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil … and we might be very good at asking God to go lightly with us, to give us the second chance, and the third and the fourth … yet how easily we turn around and look at the neighbor, and hope they get what’s comin’ to them! “Go hard on ‘em, LORD; they have a lot to learn,” and then we pray, “Oh LORD, go easy on me; I’m trying my best.”
To stand in the breach for others … even the enemy as we learn from Jesus … who cries out from the cross, Father, forgive them.”
We call it Intercession.

The last piece of faith: we are the clay, God is the potter.
We cannot fathom all of God’s doings - we have two choices: live in bitterness or put ourselves into God’s hands.
Job learns that surrender is the only key to peace … in the midst of his suffering and loss, his friends blame him, and Job blames God … and then one day, Job is too tired to blame anyone, and Job surrenders - “I don’t understand, but I trust God, and God will work it out - no matter how long, no matter how hard, I know that my Redeemer lives, and God will work it out” - from that moment on, Job has peace in the midst of the storm.
We call it Surrender.

The Long Road of Advent - Confession, Intercession, Surrender - not always an easy road - but if stay with it, if we keep on keepin’ on, one step at a time, the Long Road of Advent leads us, all the way, to Bethlehem.
Even from afar, if we hush the noise within us, and pay no attention to the noise around us, we’ll hear the cry of the Child and the song of angels in the midnight clear.
The Long Road Advent!
All the way to Bethlehem.
Amen and Amen!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

February 7 , 2010 - "Into the Deep"

Luke 5:1-11

1. Crowds pressing in, wanting more, eager to hear the message.
2. Jesus steps into a boat – “take me out a bit” and then sits down to teach the crowds.
a. Sea of Galilee – shores sweep up, like amphitheater.
b. When Jesus finishes, tells Peter to head out into deep water for some daytime fishing.
3. Jesus asks Peter to do something contrary to common wisdom …
a. Peter’s a professional fisherman.
b. Partners, boats – good-sized operation.
c. Out all night … not a fish to be had.
d. Now, it’s morning- washing the nets.
e. Linen nets – big nets – fish can’t see them at night, and swim into them.
f. You don’t fish during the day … it doesn’t work!
4. Then Peter says, “Master, if you say so.”
a. I don’t know exactly how he said that.
b. Might it have been said skeptically, “You’re da boss; you’re da man. Whatever you say Captain” … “Aye, aye!”?
c. Peter knows Jesus … important rabbi; famous … “look at the crowds, and he’s in MY boat right now” …
i. Peter doesn’t want to look bad.
ii. So he does what the rabbi wants.
iii. Into deep water they go.
iv. And the catch is huge.
d. More than a boat-load.
e. And these are good-sized boats – one was found buried in the mud, 1986, northwest shore of the Sea of Gallilee … 27 long; 7.5 feet wide – that’s a lot of fish!
5. What’s the point? What we know can mislead us!
a. Experience is a good teacher.
b. But experience becomes routine.
c. Routine becomes the rule.
d. “This is the way we’ve always done it” …
e. The picture is here … the sofa is there … we eat at the same three restaurants, cook the same 5 recipes, drive the same two ways to work … read the same books we’ve read for years.
f. Comfortable, but not very creative.
g. What we know can mislead us!
i. American auto industry, with exception of Ford.
ii. While GM and Chrysler were making cars, Ford was re-engineering itself for the future!
iii. Ford set aside common wisdom … huge risks … smaller profits for the time being, in order to re-make the company and how it made cars.
6. Stories of inventors … doctors … scientists … who lead the way because they see things differently!
7. Faith – sees things differently – faith flies in the face of common wisdom:
a. Love your enemies.
b. Forgive seven times seventy.
c. Go the extra mile.
d. The one who gains the world loses her soul.
e. Defend the cause of widows, orphans and aliens.
f. Sell what you have to buy the pearl of great price.
g. Go out into deep water … some daytime fishing.
8. But the story isn’t about fish, or profits, or inventions … the story goes deeper, into the deepest waters of all!
a. “Go away from me, Lord; I’m not a good man.”
i. Something hits Peter hard.
1. He’s not dancing for the fish.
2. He’s not calculating the profits.
ii. He’s on his knees, asking Jesus to go away!
b. Peter sees the black hole!
i. A crushing sense of unworthiness.
ii. “LORD, what would you want with me?
iii. A man said to me years ago, tears streaming, “Out here, I’m a success; I’ve got it all. But in here, nothing!”
1. Peter sees the dark hole!
2. “Leave me alone, LORD.”
3. Achievements, work, position in the community, the boats Peter owned, the men working for him … family, fame and fortune.
4. It was just Peter now … Peter and God!
9. “Go away, LORD. It’s too painful for me to see me – empty, defective, self-serving – you’ve stripped my cover; you see me for what I am, and I see it, too, Lord. Please, go away, leave me alone!”
10. John Calvin writes:
a. “God’s truth ordains for us to … seek a knowledge which draws us far from all presumption of our own power and strips us of all grounds for glory, to lead us to humility” [1541 edition, trans. Elsie McKee – Chapter 2, p. 47].
b. The “… one who takes a good look at himself according to the rule of God’s judgment will find nothing which can puff up his heart with confidence, and the more deeply he examines himself the more he is cast down until, completely deprived of all hope, he has nothing left by which he can rightly directly his life [p.48].
c. Peter had to see the black hole … we all do, if we want to get anywhere in our walk with Christ.
d. From self-reliance to God-reliance.
e. From hands full to hands empty.
f. From a heart stuffed with the things of this world, to a heart emptied, a heart ready for God!
11. The story ends well:
a. “Don’t be afraid, Peter.”
i. God always speaks to the humbled heart.
ii. To the person on her knees, Jesus comes tenderly.
iii. Don’t be afraid.
iv. I will fill the black hole with light.
v. From now on, you’re mine!
vi. But no longer a life of just fishing.
vii. Now, a life of discipleship.
b. “They left everything, “it says, “and followed him.”
c. The moment of surrender …
d. When we give our lives to Christ.
e. Dear friends, what else is there to do?
f. I ask you this morning, “What else is there to do with your life, but to give it to Christ!”
g. Are you with me on this?
h. I know that you.
i. To God be the glory.
j. Amen and Amen!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

October 25, 2009 "Permanent"

Hebrews 7:23-28

There are three groups of people in our world:

Some play the game …

Some watch the game …

And some don’t even know the game is being played.

The players …

The watchers …

And the disconnected …

I don’t want to be disconnected …

And I’m not satisfied to watch the game …

I want to play the game!

That’s what Jesus invites to do …

Come and follow me.

I’ll make you into a player …

I’ll show you how to love.

That’s the game we want to play.

Play it hard.

Play it to the end.

Play it to win.

Play it with everything we have.

Until the coach calls us off the field,

And sends us to the showers!

And when we’re done, other players will take our place.

When we’re all done, another team.

Every 30 or 40 years, a whole new team hits the field.

Perpetua and Felicitas …

Clement of Alexandria and Origen …

Thomas Aquinas and Erasmus … Wycliffe and Hus … Luther and Zwingli, Calvin and Knox …

Mother Teresa and William Sloan Coffin …

Thomas Merton and Dorothy Day …

Barbara Brown Taylor and Diana Butler Bass …

You and me …

Covenant on the Corner.

There will always be a team.

Jesus still calls fishermen to leave their boats and nets behind …

A tax collector to change professions …

A physician to become a healer of souls …

A man on the Damascus Road to become an unexpected disciple …

To play the game,

Play it well.

Play it for everyone who’s played the game for us.

Before we ever showed up … long before any of us were here.

When the day is done, the lights turned off, we lay our head down,

We know, don’t we?

We know that we played the game well, or maybe we didn’t.

We struck out a few times, and dropped the ball.

Maybe we hit a Grand Slam and made the winning catch!

Good or bad, or mostly in between, we played the game.

That’s what counts!

Dear friends in Christ,

Play the game … play it well!

Don’t waste your time with thoughts and things that are of no account.

Don’t fret and fuss about those who see the world with different eyes and sing a new song in the old land.

Don’t dig in your heels and resist change, because change is the heart and soul of real life.

Listen to the voices of compassion.

Pay attention to those who seek justice.

Learn from those who push, wider and wider, the boundaries of love … infinite love, unconditional love … because God is love, and God so loved the world …

Set your mind and heart upon Jesus.

The High Priest of our faith.

Keep on surrendering.

Keep on giving your life.

Again and again.

Because, the Christian life is a SERIES of surrenders.

At every turn in the road, we give our lives to Christ all over again.

Because we’re always becoming new people.

Who we were no longer exists; what we did is only a faint memory.

We’re brand new people every seven years.

And every seven years, if not more often, we need to give our life to Christ … at every turn of the road; in every moment of time!

As a child in Sheboygan, Wisconsin, Hope Reformed Church, I remember some fine pastors – I remember Rev. Vermeer, tall and refined, with a shock of silver hair … then he moved to Grand Rapids, Michigan, and we moved there, too, some years later.

One Sunday, we visited his church.

I have neither idea nor recollection, except for one moment.

I can still see the church, and where I was sitting with Mom and Dad.

Rev. Vermeer asked in the course of his message, “Who will go?”

There I was, a high school student, and that question, like a spear, drove deep into my heart, and I wanted to stand up, right then and there, and shout with everything I had, “I’ll go. I’ll do it. Yes, I will.”

Being a sedate Protestant in a Dutch Reformed Church in Grand Rapids, Michigan, I didn’t jump up and I didn’t shout, but I jumped up in my heart, and I shouted to heaven that morning, “LORD, I will go. Yes, I will.”

A year or two later, at Immanuel Reformed Church, the Rev. Dr. Jerome DeJong … a man of dignity and preaching skill, well-read and passionate … every year, a week-long missions conference … and always a special evening, a service for young people, ending with candlelight and a moment of dedication for “full-time Christian service.”

I was there that night … I have no idea how it all went, but I remember the candles - I remember the invitation to come forward and give my life to Christ for full-time Christian service …

I remember sitting there …

The Spirit at work …

A few young people went forward.

But I was glued to the pew …

So God fired a full barrage at me …

God is ruthless.

God threw a roundhouse punch and it landed:

A cute blond went forward …

And I wanted to meet her.

A cute blond was God’s pry bar that got me outta of the pew!

What a God!

So unethical!

So I stepped up to the front with my candle, a prayer of dedication was said over al us, and then the youth pastor took us to a side room for counsel and further prayer … I don’t remember what he said.

But later that week, the blond and I had a date!

And for the rest of my life, I knew that I had given my life to Christ for full-time Christian service.

The blond and I went our separate ways in a year or so, but my walk with Christ has lasted the whole of my life.

God is good all the time.

And all the time God is good.

God is not above using teen hormones to move a young man a little closer to Christ!

Plenty of other moments along the way.

Retreats and conferences, mostly.

A pastors’ group in West Virginia … the Ecumenical Institute in the early 70s … a charismatic prayer group in northern Wisconsin …

A small monastery in Oklahoma and conversations with Fr. Jim Conner, a Trappist monk.

Leadership Conferences at Willow Creek Community Church in Barrington, Illinois.

Prayer groups and Bible studies …

And a lot of light and funny moments, too – pizza and beer with all kinds of friends – cooking together, going to the movies, enjoying the power of friendship, and the love of Donna, and the love of my children.

God in a thousand different ways touches our lives with grace.

Moments of love and hope that come like a downbeat in music … or an exclamation point in writing.

A moment slightly unusual.

A transforming moment … maybe a great joy, like the birth of a child, or a great sorrow like the premature death of a loved …

And in it all, the hand of God.

We hit the bed at night with a grateful heart, and breath our last prayer of the day: Thank you, LORD. Thank you!

Moments of surrender.

Many years ago at a retreat, the leader spoke of his marriage …

He loved his wife, of course, but as a young man, he saw himself as unattractive and odd, and if he didn’t marry this girl then and there, he believed no other girl would marry him … so, “I got married,” he said, “by default.”

He was responsible and faithful to his wife.

He mowed the law and took out the garbage.

But over time, he realized: “I never chose my wife.”

“I guess she chose me,” he said, “but I had never chosen her.”

“I looked at her one day, and my heart was flooded with indescribable joy, and that day, after twelve years of marriage, I choose her … for the first time, I choose her, and I gave my life to her.”

Sometimes we’re related to Christ more by circumstance than by choice.

We grow up in the church.

We’re baptized, confirmed, trained and taught … we do the church thing, and we do it well …

But circumstance is one thing; choice is another.

For those of us in the church, steeped in its ways and patterns, it may come as startling news to us that it’s been a long time since we’ve given our lives to Christ.

We’re preachers and elders and deacons and Sunday School teachers and choir members and youth group leaders and committee members and hard workers …

We know the hymns and we say our prayers,

We have our pew and we have our ways.

We settle in and we settle down.

We do the church thing rather well.

But have we given our lives to Christ?

Maybe when we were young.

Maybe twenty years ago.

Maybe five years ago.

But what about today!

Let’s give it a try this morning.

Right here, right now.

At Covenant on the Corner.

We all need a moment, now and then, when we can start all over again – a moment to decide, a moment of surrender … a moment to look at Christ, full in the face, the Man of Sorrows on Calvary’s Cross, the Risen Christ inviting Thomas to touch his wounds, the Great High Priest of our Faith … a long, careful look at Christ, and to choose Christ again!

Because Christ is permanent.

He’s the rock, he’s the anchor.

He’s forever; he’s permanent.

Let’s close our eyes, bow our head – let’s think of Christ … and ask ourselves, “When was the last time I gave my life to him?” [pause] …

Maybe today is a good day to do it!

If it seems right in your spirit, silently repeat after me the prayer of surrender, and give your life to Christ.

LORD Jesus Christ,

Son of the Living God,

I give myself to you,

In faith and obedience.

God bless each and all of you.

To God be the glory.

Amen and Amen!