Showing posts with label frustration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label frustration. Show all posts

Monday, October 14, 2024

10.13.24 "Shocked" - Westminster Presbyterian Church, Pasadena, CA

 Job 23.1-9; Mark 10.17-31

“The patience of Job” - a common expression … where it comes from, I have no idea.

Job with his "friends" ...


Job isn’t patient … neither is his wife.


His wealth is gone, his family wiped out, his health is compromised …


Job’s frustrated, angry, broken … he’d love to tell God a thing or two.


Job’s friends tell him, You’ve done something wrong job … face it; this is all your fault … tell God how sorry you are, and God may forgive you.


Job says to his pious friends, Nonsense!


I’ve done nothing to deserve this calamity … I’ve been faithful to God, I’ve done what was needed, and even more … 


I’m not going to pretend I’m perfect, 

but I’ve done nothing to deserve this kind of sorrow … 

if God is doing this, I’ve a complaint to file - God is wrong!


In the end, God comes to Job.


This is a huge universe, says God … forces at play far and beyond your meager abilities … there is light and darkness, warmth and beauty, there is loss and sorrow … 


“Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell me, if you have understanding.


“Have you commanded the morning since your days began, and caused the dawn to know its place,


“Is it by your wisdom that the hawk soars, and spreads its wings toward the south? Is it at your command that the eagle mounts up and makes its nest on high?


Job relents: I have uttered what I did not understand … things too wonderful for me, which I did not know …


In some of the strongest language of the Bible: Job says: I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes. 


In the end, Job’s fortunes are restored … 


God asks Job to pray for his friends,  who didn’t speak right about God … they were quick to shake a finger in Job’s face, and ever so slow to show compassion.


God tells the friends to apologize to Job for their religious blabber, their pious nonsense … Job will pray for you, says God, and I will accept Job’s prayer, in spite of your grievous errors.


The friends go to Job and apologize; Job prays for them … and the LORD accepts Job’s prayer.


What a story! With one huge question: why do good people suffer? There’s no final answer here … like the high mountains of the earth, reality is shrouded in clouds … like the deepest seas, life is a dark mystery.


But from the Book of Job, several things come to my attention:


First of all, Goodness and decency are their own reward … they’re never a waste of time or purpose. 


I hold it true, whate’er befall,
       I feel it, when I sorrow most;
       ‘Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.


What we do, and how we live is finally a matter of integrity - is it right? is it good, to love, to pray, to be kind and compassionate? … to seek justice for others … to ease the suffering of pain of our world?


And why would we live this way? Financial gain? Prestige and popularity? Walk the Red Carpet, drive a fast car?


We follow Christ, neither for gain nor power, but for the love of God:


He prayeth best, who loveth best 

All things both great and small; 

For the dear God who loveth us, 

He made and loveth all.


The second point: The material nature of life is fragile … all of us in this room are mortal … we don’t think much about it, or we try not to, but we all know the final outcome.


The last time I checked, the mortality rate was still 100 percent. In knowing the “way of all flesh,” we learn some of the greatest lessons of life: humility, honesty, and hope. 


We learn to appreciate what we have, when we have it … and perhaps like Paul, we learn to live with less … Paul writes: I know what it is to have little, and I know what it is to have plenty. I can do all things through him who strengthens me.


A third dimension, that of Friendship: When a friend is suffering, don’t offer pious nonsense, a wagging finger, self-assured truisms … when a friend is in need, stand with them, sit with them, weep with them, and learn to keep our tongue. They need our presence, our touch, but they don’t need our preachments. And neither does God!


One last element: the spirit of complaint … 


We have to get things off our chest now and again … words spoken can be a great relief to the troubled soul, but words spoken in complaint can also loop back to amplify the complaint … 


The prophets complain and so does Jesus … John Calvin, our Presbyterian forebear, complains …they all see what could be … they push to reach for it … their complaints are driven by justice and love.


The great social prophets of our world - Dorothy Day … the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. … James Baldwin … John Steinbeck … Maya Angelou - all complain, and do something about it.


Complaint is a powerful tool in the hands of faith … but all by itself, complaint can become the spirit of complaint … 


No longer driven by ideals, but driven by smaller instincts … petty gripes, selfish instincts - me first, above all else.


Once the dark road of complaint is taken, it’s tough to turn around …


At the heart of Job’s story, wealth, health, comfort, and possessions … 


Was Jesus getting at this with the man who asked … What must I do to inherit eternal life?


Jesus says, I’m sure you know the commandments … 


Yes, I know them, the man replies, and I’ve kept them since my youth.


Jesus looks at him, and the Bible says, Jesus loved him.


With love, Jesus says to him: You lack one thing; go, sell what you have, and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come and follow me.


What was taken from Job in a heartbeat, Jesus tells the man to give up voluntarily … 


The man is shocked … he goes away grieving, for he had many possessions, says the Bible. 


The Bible doesn’t finish the story … it’s up to us … 


To manage our aspirations and dreams … keep our balance … weep with those who weep … pay attention to good people … give thanks for those who love us … seek the forgiveness of those we’ve harmed … laugh at ourselves a lot … pray honestly … and always remember: 


To God I belong for as long as it takes.

Neither trial nor tribulation 

Can undo what God makes.


In life and in death.

For now and forever …


In the darkest valley, or on the raging sea,

To God I belong … 

For God leadeth me. 


Amen and Amen!

Tuesday, March 21, 2023

3.19.23 From Here to WHERE?" Westminster Presbyterian Church, Pasadena, CA

 1 Samuel 16.1-13; Ephesians 5.8-11


King Saul was not a mighty king … far from it.


He was a decent man, with promise, but in the end, it all fell apart … as things often do … 


No one knew what to do … including Saul … who fumed and fussed, got angry and made everyone afraid.


In the midst of it all, a man called Samuel … a great judge, a prophet, of man with a story.


His story is, as they say, one for the books.


His mother, Hannah, has no children.


She’s frustrated, hurt, and very sad. … she goes to Shiloh to pray, a holy place … again, and again, and again … 


In the course of time, the LORD grants her desire … she gives birth to her son, Samuel … which means God did it, or I borrowed him from the LORD. 

We’re not quite sure what his name means, but whatever it means, Samuel was a gift from God.


Hannah dedicates her son to God … she pledges him to be a Nazarite, sort of like a monk, a holy man.


He wouldn’t touch alcohol, he’d let his grow long, and never, ever, touch a corpse. 


As a young boy, he worked in the holy place of Shiloh, for the priest, Eli … one afternoon, or early evening, when Eli was napping, like older people do, Samuel laid down for some rest.


And then a voice, Samuel, Samuel.


Samuel exclaims, Here I am, and runs to Eli … 

But I didn’t call you, says Eli, go lay down again.


Three times, Samuel, Samuel … finally Eli says, The LORD may be calling you … if the call comes again, say this, Speak LORD, for your servant is listening.


The call came again, and Samuel listened.


The LORD lays out before this boy an immense project that will require of Samuel everything he is, everything he has, and then some … 


The Bible says: Samuel grew in stature, in favor with the LORD, and with the people … Samuel grows up to become one of the great Judges of Israel … and then in his old age, he appoints his sons as judges, to follow in his footsteps.


But his sons did not follow in his ways, they turned aside …; they took bribes and perverted justice. 


The elders of Israel came to Samuel, You’re old, Samuel, your sons aren’t worth a toot … we need a king, just like the other nations; a king to lead us. 


Samuel was unhappy … he said - you’ll go from the frying pan to the fire … 


A king has some value, but kings all behave pretty much the same way, said Samuel … it’ll be the same for you … the strong man, the king, the head honcho, will brag about it and be mean … he’ll demand everything from you, and you won’t like it, and you’ll complain to the LORD, you’ll regret your decision, and the LORD will ignore you.


The people turned a deaf ear to Samuel … they wanted a king, and no one, not even Samuel, was going to talk ‘em out of it.


Samuel talks to God, and God, Well all right, let’s do it!


As the story unfolds, God leads Samuel to a holy place, and there, Samuel meets Saul … a fine young man, handsome and strong … after some eating and drinking, Samuel takes out a flask of oil, and anoints Saul, King of Israel. Just like that.


It’s a troubled story from the start … no one is pleased; no one is satisfied … Saul tries his best, but in the end, he can’t manage it … Samuel turns on him … so does God … in the end … it’s a real mess. God directs Samuel to anoint a successor.


What? Say that again? What do you want me to do? Where do you want me to go?


Saul will find me out, and kill me.


Take it easy, says God.


God suggests a little slight of hand … take a heifer with you, tell folks your going to make a sacrifice to the LORD. And when you’re there, ask to see the sons of Jesse …


One-by-one, Jesse brings his sons to Samuel - they’re all fit to be king, strong and handsome, but the LORD doesn’t approve, so Samuel asks, Are all your sons here?


There was one more, a boy - he’s keeping the sheep, his name is David.

When David is brought to Samuel, the LORD says, He’s the one; anoint him now … and the Spirit of the LORD came upon the boy.


And now you know the rest of the story … 


From here to WHERE?


If you dare nothing, when the day is over, nothing is all you will have gained.”


God asks big things of each of us, actually … to be faithful to Christ, embrace his call for justice and peace, 

Centered in Christ: his courage in crossing boundaries, his determination to break the rules, when the rules no longer serve any real purpose … to heal the broken, defend the House of God, free the captives, clothe the naked, feed the hungry.


There is never an easy way to bring about the peace of God, the healing of the nations, justice for the oppressed … the rules needed to protect the people from the powerful.


That train derailment in Ohio? 

An accident waiting to happen … 

The railroads fought like mad to do away with regulations, inspections, and maintenance … in order to increase profits, please the shareholders, keep Wall Street happy. It was all about money.


The failure of Silicon Valley bank? 

Because the banks fought like mad to do away with regulations, inspections, and safe banking practices, in order to gain more wealth, more power.

A replay of what we saw in 1929, with a wild and wooly stock market … banks, hell-bent for leather.

It’s was all about money. And the love of money is the root of all evil.


Few of us will ever be called upon as Samuel was called … but all of us are called - to be mindful, to pay attention, know what’s going on … be informed, concerned, and available … 


Take up the mantle of responsibility, go the extra mile … pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and start all over again, as needed. 

It takes work.

It takes effort.

It takes diligence and determination.


We all have a roll to play … we’re all on the road from here to WHERE? 


To the kingdom of God.

Things to do, only we can do.

People to love, who belong to our sphere of influence.

Gardens to plant.

Children to rear.

A poem to write.

A song to sing.

Laughter to give.

Tears to be shared.

A book to read.

A life to be lived … 

Forever and a day.


Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day, our daily bread.


Hallelujah and Amen!